Feb 19, 2006 08:51
He called me Friday night...all lovey dovey."Please come over so we can talk"...NO JOSH. Well i didnt really have anything else better to do.
FUCK, why did i go.i dont care..
i dont care if you love me and believe we're meant to be together.
i dont care if you really dont have a girlfriend.
i dont care that you think about me all the time and want to call me.
i dont care that NOW you dont want to sign over rights to Aubrey-you will.
i dont care that you think i look most beautiful when you wake up for work early in the morning.
i dont care if you think im better than you.
i dont care if you wanted me to stay the night..i'm NOT!
and i dont give a shit about detailed stories of how our relationship used to be.
YOU'RE A FUCKING LOSER. GROW UP.YOU WILL NEVER BE A DESCENT EXAMPLE FOR OUR CHILD. AND YOU STILL WONT BE AT THE HOSPITAL WHEN HE'S BORN!
god....why do you put me through these things.
excuse me for writing this on church-day.
I'M SO READY TO MOVE AWAY FROM HERE.