still sum time in june ... continued
Two or three hours after our dance ended they got out of the shower. Me and Matt were laughing at them because little did they know that when David and Tara were in the shower this durex condom commercial kept coming on and the guy in the commercial was named David. It was really funny. Atleast we thought it was. About 10 minutes later Matt got off work and we left. We had to stop at foodlion for chicken that we were suppose to get earlier for tara's mom to cook dinner. Tara and David went in foodlion and me and Matt pass my favorite car and walked over to the firework tent. He promised the people that were working there that he would be back that following Monday. When we got back Tara was still piss off at me so me and Matt walked over to his house. He said his mom would be there but she wasn't. That kinda made me mad that he had lied to me. We sat on his bed(talking and listening to sublime). He tricked me too. He had to go and metion that he had a big comfy couch so of course I sat down (who wouldn't) but he started saying things that freaked me out. Stuff about the future and how he was always going to be there(all i got to say to that is you damn lier , where are you now?) and it reminds me of everyone one who has ever said that to me(the liers). Then he just said something that worried me that Tara's mom might have been right (he said "I love you" ,"you gonna tease me so much before I can even do any thing" or "you know there so much you can do besides sex")with that I left the house. Call me prude but that would have never worked. Maybe I'm just stupid and he cared more than any one, maybe I had just run off the only person that ever truely cared, or maybe, just maybe Tara's mom was right. He walked me home, but at this point, after what he had said, I didn't want to be anywhere around him. We got there and David was still there. Matt asked him for a ride home so David left too. I got inside and Tara and her mom just looked at me(I knew they had thought that something more happpened between Matt and I) like I was crazy. She kept talking to me. About what a bad person Matt is. The thing is no matter what she said I already knew ... he wasn't for me. I was quiet that night, but I didn't sleep. I called my mom around 7 or so to come and get me.