What hurts the most...

[poetofthedarned]

this life was lived
that death has died
one heart is lost
two tears are cried

just one flat line
caused so much grief
my whole life is lost
as you fall beneath

your breath is fading
but the memory remains
I'd end my life
to stop these pains

but heaven awaits
and there is no place
for cowards like me
in a realm of grace

so here I will stay
till our Father decide
to reunite me
with my fallen bride

to this mortal life
I stay a slave
wanting nothing but
a meeting with the grave

my one love is gone
sleeping six feet down
a pretty little girl
in a wedding gown

so please my Father
let me join thee
and our souls together
once more will be free

that life was lived
this death has died
two hearts are joined
on the other side

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

Why does this still happen?