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The list of truths:
1. A friend has called every single day for the last week in tears.
2. I got three hours of sleep last night, purely because my body refuses to sleep at night.
3. I did not eat a single thing today, and I'm not even hungry now.
4. I ate very little yesterday, and the day before, and the day before.
5. I have no time to actually be myself, so I put on a smiling face, and run events all over the place.
6. I don't think I've ever been more truly miserable than I am this week, and it keeps getting worse...
7. I'm getting very good about lying and looking happy.
8. Erin moved in today.
9. Her new boyfriend came with her.
10. He gave me an evil look.
11. All SIX times I ran into them while doing my job today.
12. He was still here at 11 PM.
13. It's getting to the point where the most self-centered people I know are starting to realize that I'm not ok.
14. Everybody else seems to be happy, which makes my pain worse.
1. A friend has called every single day for the last week in tears.
2. I got three hours of sleep last night, purely because my body refuses to sleep at night.
3. I did not eat a single thing today, and I'm not even hungry now.
4. I ate very little yesterday, and the day before, and the day before.
5. I have no time to actually be myself, so I put on a smiling face, and run events all over the place.
6. I don't think I've ever been more truly miserable than I am this week, and it keeps getting worse...
7. I'm getting very good about lying and looking happy.
8. Erin moved in today.
9. Her new boyfriend came with her.
10. He gave me an evil look.
11. All SIX times I ran into them while doing my job today.
12. He was still here at 11 PM.
13. It's getting to the point where the most self-centered people I know are starting to realize that I'm not ok.
14. Everybody else seems to be happy, which makes my pain worse.