May 01, 2004 12:43
I've been having a pretty busy life lately. I just wish you could all walk in my world right now. Wow, lets see what dont u know yet.... I drove my probe into a very big puddle(about 4 feet off the ground) and it flooded my engine...mixed with the oil and seized my engine. SO I ended up buying a car about a week later...a 2001 Mitsubishi Galant......2hours after I drove it off the lot I rear-ended someone. So i havent had a car in about almost a month....fuckin sucks....it should be fixed within the next couple of days. Work is kinda startin to suck, its still decent money just the bullshit that goes on there sucks. The me and Amy Situation? This is to complicated to explain right now....bottom line I love this girl, and she hasn't made a decision yet....im not trying to rush her....Its already been a month and a half and im tryin to be patient, its jsut so hard when ur so in love.
This is a letter written from my friend Chrystina
This is my advice to you...
You love her. I know this, you know this, the world knows this. As long as that is a true love and a strong love, Babe never let that go. Never give up on that because I'm a firm believer that you wouldn't be so in love with a person if it wasn't meant to be in some weird cosmic way. There are reasons we feel what we feel towards people. There is a reason why you met her, and fell for her, and adore her. The reason has yet to show form, but it's there. Always has been. Always will be. Never give up on your heart. It can be hard, believe me I know. But never give up on those feelings, because they are the only pure, true, honest feelings we have in the world now adays. Love outside of all the drama, all the problems, is one of the most pure, beautiful, incredible, and inspirational things we will ever be able to live, feel, experience. Don't let that go. Don't let her go.
If it's meant to be... eventually... it will be.
I love you, you are my friend, and I miss you.
Love, Chrystina
I hope ur right hun...I hope your right.
Anyways I thought I'd update cuz its been a long while...once my life is back in order ill be posting a lot more!
Lates
Josh
P.S. MTV still hasnt called me for the job yet.....