Nov 09, 2005 15:08
My winter break is never going to end.
I am not coming back to Chicago.
I have a feeling once I am living in an apartment in downtown portland this whole expirience will feel like one big dream.....
I will miss you more than I would miss my internal organs if they were removed.
I will love you infinately from wherever I am, true love knows no physical boudaries.
Perhaps the most dishearting part of this whole tale is that no matter how hard you try, how devoted you are, or how well you do, money is still the deciding factor in American education.
Forgive me if i sit here and wallow for a little while. it will be over soon i promise.