Well..This should be interesting..O,o
I'm at my breaking point..I'm ready to explode..I'm ready tp just burst out in anger like Harley, in the book Harley, Like a person.I'm really ready to just to open my mouth and let whatever wants to come out.Come out. I hate it liek this,But this is the way its been honestly.I'm patiently waiting on John's feedback on the pics i sent him.Cus his oppinion is the only one that counts.I'm exhausted.My body wontlet me sleep though. It sucks ass like this.Well lets see I haven't wrote in this in a long time. Well I haven't really been online at all.Recently, I had a fight well blew up on my friends steve,Sarah,Ashley,Ashleigh, and everyone else in the "family" without meaning too.Just that with this babyshit going on i cant take it anymore.It's blowing way out of proportion.My own grandmother even told me it was no good to keep anger inside for such a long period of time like that.Well i finally let it out.I honestly think that everyone should just fucking grow up and move on from something that happen about 3-4 monthes ago.Wow steve and sarah broke up becuase sarah got a guy closer to her.Wo0 ho0 lets throw a fucking party.Steve just needs to get over it.Sometimes i think he just trys to think of his life like shit when really he has no idea what shit feels like.Alot of people don't know.Some do,But some people who have been very spoiled there whole lifes with everything given to them on a silver platter.They dont get one thing that they want and they throw a fit.Complain about there life being shit.When really that ain't bad at all.I'm just so tired of fakes.I really am.THey are getting quite annoying.Do or say anything to impress me so i can be there friend so i can tell them shit so they can go spred it around school.Well guess again morons =)..Thena ain get raised by no fo0l.I know the tricks.Well i really don't know what to say.I haven't been up to much expect school and talking to John =) !! I LOVE YOU JOHN N. SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!!!! ok now that i have gotten that out of my system..
Oh something that happen at school.Sergio saw some marks on my arm from well maybe cutting=/And he yelled at me.He told me he was just trying to be a friend and trying to show me that it's not right for myself what i'm doing.He was pretty mad and i got slapped on the hand for it.Jason slapped my face a few days backsomething i never typed in here even though it happen.Now he's suspended for 2 weeks.When he comes back i swear he's gonna have a surprise waiting for him.Now his girlfriends trying to be a tuff ass and fight me.I'm so tired of this bullshit.I'm trying my hardest to ignore it.Last thing i wanna do is fight this bitch.I'm not in the mood.Plus john told me not too.So i listen.But im gonna go now sicne im tired of typing and im sorta bored.Go back to bed or something.Bye Bye
Oh something that happen at school.Sergio saw some marks on my arm from well maybe cutting=/And he yelled at me.He told me he was just trying to be a friend and trying to show me that it's not right for myself what i'm doing.He was pretty mad and i got slapped on the hand for it.Jason slapped my face a few days backsomething i never typed in here even though it happen.Now he's suspended for 2 weeks.When he comes back i swear he's gonna have a surprise waiting for him.Now his girlfriends trying to be a tuff ass and fight me.I'm so tired of this bullshit.I'm trying my hardest to ignore it.Last thing i wanna do is fight this bitch.I'm not in the mood.Plus john told me not too.So i listen.But im gonna go now sicne im tired of typing and im sorta bored.Go back to bed or something.Bye Bye