the walls that should fall

[poeticword]

id reather feel broken bones
than this broken heart
for the last time!
i gave my all
for the last time
i let my heart fall
I give, how many times
do i have to scream uncle.
i've begged for what i've wanted
i've promised my promises
and gave them, like i said i would.
between you and me.
heres where it ends.
heres where i finally let go
my wall has been broken down.
im considered the berlin
strong until it's useless
and needs to fall down.
theres no more crawling over
its an open entry!
im done. im open.
here i am
all me. or nothing.
why
why
why wont you let me in
all the way in..
because you.. you
my friend are the china wall
you keep going
and wont stop
just stop.
im done.. im out.
i can't walk all that why
to find myself at a dead end to have to...
just walk all the way back..
in the rain.
and then thunder strikes...