Hm, So This Is My Life

Jan 22, 2005 06:26

Dear DIE-ary,

Well i finally did it, the long ass main of hair is gone. Its alil shorter then i like but it still looks ten times better then the kramer lookin head of hair i had before. It was somewhat weird though. For as long as ive known erin she has really changed. I dont know weither its all for the better or worse, but hey, we all have our ways in life.

Me, Josh, and amy went to Kat's party tonight. It was awesome to get drunk off my ass again seeing as how its been about 4 months since that happened. It was all great until amy decided to drop an unwanted bomb on me. She decided to pull me in the bathroom and tell me that she was pregnant with my child. I caddled her for about ten minutes before i left the room. I never put anything past anyone, but this was a pathetic cry for attention. It has been months upon months since me and her fooled around, if she was pregnant, we would have seen signs already. A pregnant woman would not drink obsessivly, smoke obsessivly or do drugs like a maniac. I refuse to believe anything she told me is true. I will not stand for this anymore, im sick of being used just to grab some sort of attention.

I pride myself on being a good man. I take joy in knowing i am a worthy person. There comes a time in every man's life where he has the choice to go down one of two paths. One leads down a road of good times and parties and things like that. It feels good for the moment but in the end your left empty and alone. The other path leads to a single person, with a single dream and love and passion the same as yours. Ive chosen the second path, i have decided this so long ago that i refuse to lose sight of my dreams. I will not be made a fool of any longer.....this will not happen to me again.

Dann
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