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wow, what a weekend! the only time i cried was during the play kindertransport which was awesome. i was so proud of everyone involved. what a heartwrenching story. the worst part is you know that story really happened to tons of innocent children. umm, so change of subject before i get all sad again...
i went out friday and sat night and i had a blast both nights. i think i really needed to have some fun, hang out with some really good friends, and feel extra loved and that definately happened this weekend. i actually kinda felt attractive on a few occasions and that doesn't happen very often and i don't think it could have happened at a better time.
one last thing before i go...
you really can't help who you're attracted to and who you're not attracted to. i mean if you could there would be a whole lot less pain and humulilation in the world. we all know it totally sucks to be attracted to someone who you know will never feel the same. i mean, that's my life story. BUT it's worse when you're attracted to someone who may actually be attracted to you, but some silly lil rule gets shouted out you over and over. Umm, no thanks. I don't really care what some people may say, but i will be highly upset if people give someone else a hard time about it. really upset and will gladly come to her defense. so i guess that's all i'm gonna say about that. well i'll say one more thing that's kinda positive...
it's been over two years since i've been kissed by anyone that i was really attracted to... until last night. i had forgotten how wonderfully hot, sexy, sensual, and sweet it can be. so no regrets for me at all.
i went out friday and sat night and i had a blast both nights. i think i really needed to have some fun, hang out with some really good friends, and feel extra loved and that definately happened this weekend. i actually kinda felt attractive on a few occasions and that doesn't happen very often and i don't think it could have happened at a better time.
one last thing before i go...
you really can't help who you're attracted to and who you're not attracted to. i mean if you could there would be a whole lot less pain and humulilation in the world. we all know it totally sucks to be attracted to someone who you know will never feel the same. i mean, that's my life story. BUT it's worse when you're attracted to someone who may actually be attracted to you, but some silly lil rule gets shouted out you over and over. Umm, no thanks. I don't really care what some people may say, but i will be highly upset if people give someone else a hard time about it. really upset and will gladly come to her defense. so i guess that's all i'm gonna say about that. well i'll say one more thing that's kinda positive...
it's been over two years since i've been kissed by anyone that i was really attracted to... until last night. i had forgotten how wonderfully hot, sexy, sensual, and sweet it can be. so no regrets for me at all.