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yesterday wasn't exactly terrible, but it was kind of disappointing for reasons i won't go in to. i did find some solace feeding my ducks at the lake (sigmund, freud, emmie, and brownie). and i also read some carson mccullers with my sugar bear so that was relaxing. tonight will be another sleepless night b/c i'm on duty and have to sleep in banks with the lil campers. i really hate those plastic mattresses. they totally suck. but a plastic mattress is better than nothing.
we found out wed night that we have to move out of the apts by july 31st which is two weeks before we thought. and so it really puts me in a bind since i am not going to be moving into a dorm room like everyone else. i must admit it's got me pretty stressed out and distracted. but i know it will all somehow work out in the end b/c where there is a will there is way. oh and my computer has died. par for the course i guess, but i had a lot of . my writing on there that probably isn't saved any where else. my book and short story and the beginning of my new book are saved on another disk which is good, but i let someone borrow it awhile back and i have no idea if she still has it. i pray that she does b/c i do not know what i will do if she doesn't. i don't even want to think about how bad that would suck. i guess i would just have to re write it all but it took me 6 years to finish my first book. anyway... no use worrying over that right now, there are plenty of other things to worry over.
on an interesting note, i had this ad on a site that i completely forgot about. well i don't know what is going on but i've had several replies to it lately. one chick is interesting. she seems nice and normal. the other chick seems ok so far. one seems absolutely looney tuney. ha ha and i've also been contacted by about 4 of my friends from home that i have not talked to in awhile and it's kind of weird how they all started to come back into my life at the same time and most of them don't know each other so i know they didn't plan it. it's just kind of weird, but in a good way.
i am still missing a certain someone very much. i am not sure exactly when she comes back, but i know it's a day closer than it was yesterday so that's a good thing. it's not like anything spectacular is going to happen when she does come back. she's not going to run into my arms and tell me how much she missed me. but it'll mean the world to me to just see her again and hear her laugh as i silently adore her from a quiet distance. no harm no foul right?
well, i am filthy so i need to take a shower. hope everyone else had a good week.
we found out wed night that we have to move out of the apts by july 31st which is two weeks before we thought. and so it really puts me in a bind since i am not going to be moving into a dorm room like everyone else. i must admit it's got me pretty stressed out and distracted. but i know it will all somehow work out in the end b/c where there is a will there is way. oh and my computer has died. par for the course i guess, but i had a lot of . my writing on there that probably isn't saved any where else. my book and short story and the beginning of my new book are saved on another disk which is good, but i let someone borrow it awhile back and i have no idea if she still has it. i pray that she does b/c i do not know what i will do if she doesn't. i don't even want to think about how bad that would suck. i guess i would just have to re write it all but it took me 6 years to finish my first book. anyway... no use worrying over that right now, there are plenty of other things to worry over.
on an interesting note, i had this ad on a site that i completely forgot about. well i don't know what is going on but i've had several replies to it lately. one chick is interesting. she seems nice and normal. the other chick seems ok so far. one seems absolutely looney tuney. ha ha and i've also been contacted by about 4 of my friends from home that i have not talked to in awhile and it's kind of weird how they all started to come back into my life at the same time and most of them don't know each other so i know they didn't plan it. it's just kind of weird, but in a good way.
i am still missing a certain someone very much. i am not sure exactly when she comes back, but i know it's a day closer than it was yesterday so that's a good thing. it's not like anything spectacular is going to happen when she does come back. she's not going to run into my arms and tell me how much she missed me. but it'll mean the world to me to just see her again and hear her laugh as i silently adore her from a quiet distance. no harm no foul right?
well, i am filthy so i need to take a shower. hope everyone else had a good week.