Sep 05, 2006 22:22
Nerd.
I admit it. Tonight's television watching proves that. I dare not say what I watched but just know that it's official- I'm a nerd.
Am feeling really nostalgic now. Funny how watching something can spark something in you, you thought you had forgotten all about. I miss those days...the practicing, inside jokes, the road trips! Parties! No one parties like nerds can party. (Yeah still not saying what lol) To think of how much of it was my life...where would I be if I kept up with it. Never stopped. I could have been a contender! Lol or something self motivating like.` At a time I couldn't wait to be over with it all--you have no idea the pressure and strain that comes with such things. I'll never put my hair in a bun ever again. My right thumb has a permant dent in it and my pinky fingers will never be the same. When I think about it, really it was more pain then anything else. I hate it so...and yet I miss it now. Ahh OMG I'm sad.
My brother bought me a copy of People magazine. I found it on my bed when I came in this afternoon. Overloads of aww-s hit me when he told me he had picked me up something. It wasn't even my favorite brother either lol. First thing I think is...he wants something. Not at all. Said that he saw it and knew I liked reading it sometimes. He was actually concerned if he got the right thing. I assured him that anything he got me would be fine, that the thought was all that mattered. Then I saw the cover...that brat got me the Jessica Simpson issue. The one where she talks about her 'relationship' with John Mayer. (John who? I say) OMG I wanted to hit him. He goes skipping down the hallway laughing his evil ass off. This is why he's my least favorite brother.
John who? is again all I have to say...he is dead to me. Jason Mraz is now my favorite- nerds go better with geeks anyway :)
If things couldn't get worse...Facebook sucks! There new features are horrible. Talk about turning into a stalker net...yeah Waldo would have liked that when he was stalking you D. Would have saved him some time. That's all I'm saving lol