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orientation went well. i start training tomorrow 11 am. then i work saturday at 11am and i work monday at 5pm. everyone still seems really nice. i have things to study. like the menu and whatnot.
i got stranded there. i dont much care to explain. i waited for nearly 2 hours. tired, the sun in my eyes. getting a headache, hungry, thirsty. sitting, waiting. growing evermore impatient. before i decided to walk across the street and spend my only change on a phone call to an answering machine. didnt think to leave a message. waited more. cried my heart out. i was going to walk home. but couldnt even do that because i didnt know the way. growing dark. cold as hell. cried my heart out. im still feeling very sad. i know they didnt forget about me. but they forgot about me. i cant convince myself otherwise.
they finally came. i came home. and im sitting here. downloading music. ive still got a headache. still feeling pretty crushed. maybe i'll actually go to sleep early tonight. Express shipment came in. i have shoes now. and some more clothes. not that i can wear them though. they are summer clothes.
LEVEL ONE:
-- Name: Abigail
-- Birthdate: Jan 17, 1986
-- Birthplace: Lafayette, LA
-- Current Location: Four Oaks, NC
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: brown
-- Height: 5'1?
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: capricorn
LEVEL TWO
-- Your heritage: cajun french
-- The shoes you wore today: chucks and tread safe for work
-- Your weakness: insecurity
-- Your fears: rejection
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: be happy with life
LEVEL THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: brah
-- Your thoughts first waking up: theres no way im getting up this morning
-- Your best physical feature: calfs
-- Your bedtime: 12-1am
LEVEL FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: water
-- McDonalds or Burger King: burger king burgers, mcdonald's fries
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: DVS
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: water
-- Chocolate or vanilla: dark chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: mix them together
LEVEL FIVE
-- Smoke: nah
-- Cuss: yea
-- Sing: yea
-- Take a shower everyday: yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes
-- Excited to go to college or university?: kinda
-- Like high school: never
-- Want to get married: yes
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes.
-- Get motion sickness: nah
-- Think you're attractive: so i've been told
-- Think you're a health freak: nope
-- Get along with your parents: most times
-- Like thunderstorms: yes, when we're in bed listening to it together
-- Play an instrument: nope
LEVEL SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: nope
-- Made out: yes
-- Gone on a date: yes
-- Gone to the mall: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: never
-- Eaten sushi: nope, unless you count that one piece i took a bite of that belonged to christian
-- Been on stage: nope
-- Been dumped: sure
-- Gone skating: yes
-- Made homemade cookies: not lately
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope. it's cold as hell here.
-- Dyed your hair: nope
-- Stolen anything: no
LEVEL SEVEN: Ever..
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
-- Been called a tease: yes
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope.
LEVEL EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: 25
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 or 3
-- Describe your dream wedding: small, romantic, close family will be there
-- How do you want to die: content
-- Where you want to go to college/university?: east coast
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: youth pastor
-- What country would you most like to visit: anywhere out of the us
LEVEL NINE: In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? green
-- Best hair color? brown
-- Short or long hair: longish or shortish
-- Height: taller than me
-- Best weight: the right weight for their height
-- Best articles of clothing: skater style tighter clothes
-- Best first date location: somewhere fun. somewhere we can run around. local park maybe?
-- Best first kiss location: under the stars. alone. quite.
LEVEL TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 3
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
-- Number of CDs: i dont know
-- Number of piercings: 9
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: never
-- Number of scars on my body: i dont know. probably lots.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: too many
i got stranded there. i dont much care to explain. i waited for nearly 2 hours. tired, the sun in my eyes. getting a headache, hungry, thirsty. sitting, waiting. growing evermore impatient. before i decided to walk across the street and spend my only change on a phone call to an answering machine. didnt think to leave a message. waited more. cried my heart out. i was going to walk home. but couldnt even do that because i didnt know the way. growing dark. cold as hell. cried my heart out. im still feeling very sad. i know they didnt forget about me. but they forgot about me. i cant convince myself otherwise.
they finally came. i came home. and im sitting here. downloading music. ive still got a headache. still feeling pretty crushed. maybe i'll actually go to sleep early tonight. Express shipment came in. i have shoes now. and some more clothes. not that i can wear them though. they are summer clothes.
LEVEL ONE:
-- Name: Abigail
-- Birthdate: Jan 17, 1986
-- Birthplace: Lafayette, LA
-- Current Location: Four Oaks, NC
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: brown
-- Height: 5'1?
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: capricorn
LEVEL TWO
-- Your heritage: cajun french
-- The shoes you wore today: chucks and tread safe for work
-- Your weakness: insecurity
-- Your fears: rejection
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: be happy with life
LEVEL THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: brah
-- Your thoughts first waking up: theres no way im getting up this morning
-- Your best physical feature: calfs
-- Your bedtime: 12-1am
LEVEL FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: water
-- McDonalds or Burger King: burger king burgers, mcdonald's fries
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: DVS
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: water
-- Chocolate or vanilla: dark chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: mix them together
LEVEL FIVE
-- Smoke: nah
-- Cuss: yea
-- Sing: yea
-- Take a shower everyday: yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes
-- Excited to go to college or university?: kinda
-- Like high school: never
-- Want to get married: yes
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes.
-- Get motion sickness: nah
-- Think you're attractive: so i've been told
-- Think you're a health freak: nope
-- Get along with your parents: most times
-- Like thunderstorms: yes, when we're in bed listening to it together
-- Play an instrument: nope
LEVEL SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: nope
-- Made out: yes
-- Gone on a date: yes
-- Gone to the mall: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: never
-- Eaten sushi: nope, unless you count that one piece i took a bite of that belonged to christian
-- Been on stage: nope
-- Been dumped: sure
-- Gone skating: yes
-- Made homemade cookies: not lately
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope. it's cold as hell here.
-- Dyed your hair: nope
-- Stolen anything: no
LEVEL SEVEN: Ever..
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
-- Been called a tease: yes
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope.
LEVEL EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: 25
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 or 3
-- Describe your dream wedding: small, romantic, close family will be there
-- How do you want to die: content
-- Where you want to go to college/university?: east coast
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: youth pastor
-- What country would you most like to visit: anywhere out of the us
LEVEL NINE: In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? green
-- Best hair color? brown
-- Short or long hair: longish or shortish
-- Height: taller than me
-- Best weight: the right weight for their height
-- Best articles of clothing: skater style tighter clothes
-- Best first date location: somewhere fun. somewhere we can run around. local park maybe?
-- Best first kiss location: under the stars. alone. quite.
LEVEL TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 3
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
-- Number of CDs: i dont know
-- Number of piercings: 9
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: never
-- Number of scars on my body: i dont know. probably lots.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: too many