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all the cells in my body choose to be a part of this.
they prefer it.
all the atoms in the window next to me value that locale more than another... until they eventually decide to go elsewhere, as the whole system decomposes.
if my body is a whole mass of choice, if its all come together because of persuasion in the womb that being part of my mass is a high quality experience... when they learn its not, i'll pass on.
the matter will still be there waiting to find another ride
but if all the cells is my body choose to be a part of this, why am i, as a whole, not really taking in the world and being a part of what i feel is a higher quality organism? is transcendance not of value?
i just feel i'm cheating myself out of life for not going all for big money, good job and retirement.
but i feel i'm cheating myself out of life if i dont cling to situations of quality such as having sex, expirementing with drugs, and mingling with people.
i feel the most high quality experiences i've had so far in life have been while i was high. now, if i am a collective of voluteers on a path towards finding that which has the most value, then why am i, as a singular being, not doing the same?
they prefer it.
all the atoms in the window next to me value that locale more than another... until they eventually decide to go elsewhere, as the whole system decomposes.
if my body is a whole mass of choice, if its all come together because of persuasion in the womb that being part of my mass is a high quality experience... when they learn its not, i'll pass on.
the matter will still be there waiting to find another ride
but if all the cells is my body choose to be a part of this, why am i, as a whole, not really taking in the world and being a part of what i feel is a higher quality organism? is transcendance not of value?
i just feel i'm cheating myself out of life for not going all for big money, good job and retirement.
but i feel i'm cheating myself out of life if i dont cling to situations of quality such as having sex, expirementing with drugs, and mingling with people.
i feel the most high quality experiences i've had so far in life have been while i was high. now, if i am a collective of voluteers on a path towards finding that which has the most value, then why am i, as a singular being, not doing the same?