Jul 21, 2005 12:08
so things have been pretty interesting and i'm just kinda floating with it.
i'm looking out my window and the flowers are growing out of the plants... its relaxing. they look like a bunch of tiny bells all stemming off. purple bells.
i'm listening to settle fish and its beautiful stuff. theres this one minute long song that i'd be more than willing to send to anyone that messages me for it. its called Getting the Clicks out of our Hearts.
Makes me think...
my car is falling apart outside and i dont know what to do. i dont want to work on it. why? i dont know. my enthusiasm is ever lacking for mechanical things even though i know that i'm more than capable of reaching positive ends if i actually try. i just dont want to.
its not laziness. if it was anything else i'd take care of it.
theres a butterfly outside my window, over those purple flowering hostas. im seeing it like alice.... the two butter slices flying. its a beige small flutter...
retrospection