And then things change
I won't even try to tell everyone about the last couple months. There's too much going on to even document it all and some of it I don't want down in words because I don't know yet if I want to remember it all. The last week's been insane. Too much drama. That's all that I have to say. I keep thinking that my life is going in one direction and then all of a sudden I am thrown the other way like I'm just caught in the middle of the storm and there's nothing that I can do about it. I wish that I knew part of things that were going to happen. I mean just give me a clue as to what the recent future holds and then I know that everything will be ok. I am in the process of finding a second job, still. So far I haven't had the best of luck and that blows but I am sure that if I work hard enough that I can pull myself up out of this damn hole. Last night I went to Shadle graduation with Phil and his mom so we could watch his brother, Kyle walk and then I got to see all the homies. Stephanie, Brittney, Baker, and Tom. (and everyone else too) I ended up seeing a lot of people that I had been at Shadle with too. Wasn't too sure if I liked that or not, but it was ok it wasn't like we were kickin it. I'm kind of sad that things with my friends aren't the way that they should be. I am still making progress with the whole talking to Bailey thing and I won't write too much about it on here just because. But I just want to be on speaking terms and fix things as best we can. I got my grant for school in the fall so I am set with a starting point on the money situation, which is good and that's going to be what kicks me into high gear to go back. The other night before we went to GF MT for graduation, it was amazing what happened. Me and Krystal and Carly and Joanna were all kicking it at my place. It was like old times all over again. The spodie the other night was cool too. Over at Eric Swansons and then moving it to my house after a while. Although I don't really remember much of what went down once we got back to my house it was nonetheless a good night. Good times. I am looking forward to this summer. For the lake, for the concerts, for the new job, for the good times, for the drinking massive quantities for fun (not too much though) and for my friends to be there with me. Hit me up sometime kids who read this. Call my cell or come visit my house. Later everyone. Live every day to the fullest. Don't be afraid of the future.