My First Real Entry!
Hey...it's my first entry and I'm so excited about having a new name. Some of these come from letters written to me and letters I write. And most of them are my own. So here it is...my first entry. Credit given when indicated. Not sure where the rest come from. Some of them are probably mine but I just don't remember. *shrugs* :)
~Sometimes I wonder. I wonder that perhaps we really weren't meant to be. Perhaps you were here to teach me a lesson. Even though my heart says it loves you more than anything in all eternity, something tells me that all this pain, all these fears and all the emotions you ever caused....is here to teach me a valuable lesson. So, when I really do meet the person i love in all eternity, i wont make the same mistake i made with you. -Me
~your eyes still give me a reason to breathe...and midnight conversations still mean everything to me.
~you say you dont love him, but i see it in your eyes that you want him, i know that you need him, i can tell by the look on your face when you see him that you still care, i know somewhere in your heart you still wish he was there
~i'm one of those girls who ignores her feelings when she's hurt. I lie so well to myself that i believe there's no problem. And by the time that I acknowledge I was hurt. I'm over it. That's usually all well and good buy you said " think about how you feel, please" I remembered how much I loved you, and I was overwhelmed by a million feelings at once. ~Me
~I dont regret telling you how i felt. I dont regret anything about that time. The only thing I would have changed was that i fell for you. -Me
~You can't do this. You can't put one relationship on hold for another. It's like call waiting... you leave one person on hold long enough, and they are gonna hang up. -Me
~It's so easy to try to live up to another's expectation, and so hard to live up to your own. -Me
~I watched you walk away with her, and it tore me to pieces. But I wouldn't say anything because I told you I'd always want you to be happy, and if this is what it takes, well I'll deal. -Me
~The best kind of relationship is one where you can argue and hold hands at the same time.
~It's not about who've known the longest because in the end it's all about who never left your side.
~What you don't know can't hurt you, it's what you suspect that ruins everything.
~People say w o w , you've changed!
Never that.. you just never knew me..-Me
~It seems like weeks have gone by since I have seen you…when its merely been a few days. I think about you less and less as each day passes but I still wake up every morning hoping today will be the day I see you again. -Me
~There's always something more you wish he'd say.
~Nothing hurts more than waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.
~I'm not gonna give in, I'm not gonna fall. I'm not gonna be here whenever it is you finally call. This time it's over, I'm keeping my heart. I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart. It will get better, I'll no longer cry. In a couple of weeks, I won't want to die. I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep. It won't hurt so badly, and it won't strike so deep. I'm convincing myself; yes I'll find someone new. I won't be alone, and I won't be withyou. Your waiting for me to crawl back to your side, but it won't happen, not this time. I'm keeping my pride. So good-bye forever. I'll be on my way, It's gonna take time. But I'll be okay.
~It's not fair to stay together because of regrets we might have.
~"It has been said that we need just three things in life: Something to do, Something to look forward to And someone to love."
~Trusting someone is like this big gigantic act of faith, you put it out there and you can never really be sure you'll get it back. -Dawsons Creek. Or maybe Mine. I dunno.
~I called because I realized you’re the one person I regret not saying goodbye to. I called because once upon a time, the only thing that really mattered to me was being your best friend. I called because I wanted you to know that despite everything that’s happened and all the miles between us right now, I still think about the way it was in the beginning. -Dawsons Creek
~Maybe I’ve been thinking about how to say goodbye to you all week. Maybe I’ve been thinking about how to make those words come out of my mouth every second of the day since I made the decision to leave. Maybe saying goodbye to you is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. -Me
~I gaze at myself in my mirror, while I wait for the shower to warm up. Traces of my make-up remain, my eyes cant hide last nights pain. -Me
~I can't believe you packed your bags,I know I wasn't the best you've had. But unlike the other girls, atleast I cared. I bet even if I gave you a reason to stay, you would of left any ways.-Me
~In way they were quite different, but the bond they shared was stronger. And they knew that they’d be friends at least forever, maybe longer. -Not sure. But it's for her. :)
~Sometimes I wonder where I would be, if I never met you and you never met me. Who would I laugh with and cry till the end? Where would I be without my best friend? -For her. From me.
~When life fails you, don't you have that special one person that keeps you hanging in there? And if you don't, maybe you're that person for someone else. So, when the world turns its back on you and you're ready to surrender, please just remember that you're not just fighting for yourself ... but for that someone too, because once you're gone nothing is keeping them from disappearing too. -Me
~Did you ever notice how you can be sitting in the middle of doing something one day and all of a sudden you will remember the beginning? Like the first time we held hands or the first song we sang in the car together? Maybe the first time we went to the movies or danced? Maybe something smaller like a joke that we laughed at for what seemed like hours ... or a day we spent shopping ... or a fast food restaurant we ate at? Sometimes I'll be sitting in the middle of doing something and I'll remember ... and it makes me think, "Look how far we came. Look how happy we made each other from day one." And that is something so special that it brings tears to my eyes. -Me
~"You're the first boy, that I thought was perfect. You were the first boy, that I've had so much in common with its like we were each other. You're the first boy, who I wanted to be with so bad, SO bad, it hurt to think I couldn’t. And you’re the first boy, who made me cry. Cry like I never cried before. And of course, Your the first boy I fell in love with enough to give you EVERYTHING I had, and not being able to be with you crushed my heart into a thousand pieces."-Me
~It was pouring rain, your mom came to pick us up, but the car was, like, way across the street so you grabbed my hand and we ran for it. And it was probably only about 10 seconds or so, but when we got in the car, all I could think about was the fact that you had held my hand. -Dawsons Creek
~You don't realize how much you actually hate yourself until you see what you only wish, hope & pray to be...-Me
~i can't talk to you anymore. it`s not that i`m mad at you. it`s just that when i talk to you i realize how much i love you. and when i realize how much i love you i realize i can't have you. and that just makes me love you even more. -Mine?
~Nothing hurts more than waiting, because I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.
~I can't stop thinking about him. Every song relates to him. Every thought leads to him. Every conversation includes him. Every dream involves him. I just can't stop thinking about him. Funny thing though, I don't want to ever stop. -Me
~it's sad because everyday we spent together is slowly being replaced by everyday we're spending apart.
~I looked at the stars. Closed my eyes. And wasted another wish on you...-Me
~"I haven't seen you in forever, you haven't changed a bit.
You didn't think I would remember, how could I forget?"
-Kenny Chesney
~"I think you gave up on me. You were too scared to have something good in your life, too scared to have someone who really cared about you."-Me
Okay well this is enough for this post. I might post again tonight. But I'll try to post everyday. We'll see. Have a great day. :) <3
~Sometimes I wonder. I wonder that perhaps we really weren't meant to be. Perhaps you were here to teach me a lesson. Even though my heart says it loves you more than anything in all eternity, something tells me that all this pain, all these fears and all the emotions you ever caused....is here to teach me a valuable lesson. So, when I really do meet the person i love in all eternity, i wont make the same mistake i made with you. -Me
~your eyes still give me a reason to breathe...and midnight conversations still mean everything to me.
~you say you dont love him, but i see it in your eyes that you want him, i know that you need him, i can tell by the look on your face when you see him that you still care, i know somewhere in your heart you still wish he was there
~i'm one of those girls who ignores her feelings when she's hurt. I lie so well to myself that i believe there's no problem. And by the time that I acknowledge I was hurt. I'm over it. That's usually all well and good buy you said " think about how you feel, please" I remembered how much I loved you, and I was overwhelmed by a million feelings at once. ~Me
~I dont regret telling you how i felt. I dont regret anything about that time. The only thing I would have changed was that i fell for you. -Me
~You can't do this. You can't put one relationship on hold for another. It's like call waiting... you leave one person on hold long enough, and they are gonna hang up. -Me
~It's so easy to try to live up to another's expectation, and so hard to live up to your own. -Me
~I watched you walk away with her, and it tore me to pieces. But I wouldn't say anything because I told you I'd always want you to be happy, and if this is what it takes, well I'll deal. -Me
~The best kind of relationship is one where you can argue and hold hands at the same time.
~It's not about who've known the longest because in the end it's all about who never left your side.
~What you don't know can't hurt you, it's what you suspect that ruins everything.
~People say w o w , you've changed!
Never that.. you just never knew me..-Me
~It seems like weeks have gone by since I have seen you…when its merely been a few days. I think about you less and less as each day passes but I still wake up every morning hoping today will be the day I see you again. -Me
~There's always something more you wish he'd say.
~Nothing hurts more than waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.
~I'm not gonna give in, I'm not gonna fall. I'm not gonna be here whenever it is you finally call. This time it's over, I'm keeping my heart. I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart. It will get better, I'll no longer cry. In a couple of weeks, I won't want to die. I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep. It won't hurt so badly, and it won't strike so deep. I'm convincing myself; yes I'll find someone new. I won't be alone, and I won't be withyou. Your waiting for me to crawl back to your side, but it won't happen, not this time. I'm keeping my pride. So good-bye forever. I'll be on my way, It's gonna take time. But I'll be okay.
~It's not fair to stay together because of regrets we might have.
~"It has been said that we need just three things in life: Something to do, Something to look forward to And someone to love."
~Trusting someone is like this big gigantic act of faith, you put it out there and you can never really be sure you'll get it back. -Dawsons Creek. Or maybe Mine. I dunno.
~I called because I realized you’re the one person I regret not saying goodbye to. I called because once upon a time, the only thing that really mattered to me was being your best friend. I called because I wanted you to know that despite everything that’s happened and all the miles between us right now, I still think about the way it was in the beginning. -Dawsons Creek
~Maybe I’ve been thinking about how to say goodbye to you all week. Maybe I’ve been thinking about how to make those words come out of my mouth every second of the day since I made the decision to leave. Maybe saying goodbye to you is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. -Me
~I gaze at myself in my mirror, while I wait for the shower to warm up. Traces of my make-up remain, my eyes cant hide last nights pain. -Me
~I can't believe you packed your bags,I know I wasn't the best you've had. But unlike the other girls, atleast I cared. I bet even if I gave you a reason to stay, you would of left any ways.-Me
~In way they were quite different, but the bond they shared was stronger. And they knew that they’d be friends at least forever, maybe longer. -Not sure. But it's for her. :)
~Sometimes I wonder where I would be, if I never met you and you never met me. Who would I laugh with and cry till the end? Where would I be without my best friend? -For her. From me.
~When life fails you, don't you have that special one person that keeps you hanging in there? And if you don't, maybe you're that person for someone else. So, when the world turns its back on you and you're ready to surrender, please just remember that you're not just fighting for yourself ... but for that someone too, because once you're gone nothing is keeping them from disappearing too. -Me
~Did you ever notice how you can be sitting in the middle of doing something one day and all of a sudden you will remember the beginning? Like the first time we held hands or the first song we sang in the car together? Maybe the first time we went to the movies or danced? Maybe something smaller like a joke that we laughed at for what seemed like hours ... or a day we spent shopping ... or a fast food restaurant we ate at? Sometimes I'll be sitting in the middle of doing something and I'll remember ... and it makes me think, "Look how far we came. Look how happy we made each other from day one." And that is something so special that it brings tears to my eyes. -Me
~"You're the first boy, that I thought was perfect. You were the first boy, that I've had so much in common with its like we were each other. You're the first boy, who I wanted to be with so bad, SO bad, it hurt to think I couldn’t. And you’re the first boy, who made me cry. Cry like I never cried before. And of course, Your the first boy I fell in love with enough to give you EVERYTHING I had, and not being able to be with you crushed my heart into a thousand pieces."-Me
~It was pouring rain, your mom came to pick us up, but the car was, like, way across the street so you grabbed my hand and we ran for it. And it was probably only about 10 seconds or so, but when we got in the car, all I could think about was the fact that you had held my hand. -Dawsons Creek
~You don't realize how much you actually hate yourself until you see what you only wish, hope & pray to be...-Me
~i can't talk to you anymore. it`s not that i`m mad at you. it`s just that when i talk to you i realize how much i love you. and when i realize how much i love you i realize i can't have you. and that just makes me love you even more. -Mine?
~Nothing hurts more than waiting, because I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.
~I can't stop thinking about him. Every song relates to him. Every thought leads to him. Every conversation includes him. Every dream involves him. I just can't stop thinking about him. Funny thing though, I don't want to ever stop. -Me
~it's sad because everyday we spent together is slowly being replaced by everyday we're spending apart.
~I looked at the stars. Closed my eyes. And wasted another wish on you...-Me
~"I haven't seen you in forever, you haven't changed a bit.
You didn't think I would remember, how could I forget?"
-Kenny Chesney
~"I think you gave up on me. You were too scared to have something good in your life, too scared to have someone who really cared about you."-Me
Okay well this is enough for this post. I might post again tonight. But I'll try to post everyday. We'll see. Have a great day. :) <3