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May 28, 2005 00:08

I am moving out of my parent's house. Wednesday!!!!!!!!
There are several issues surrounding that, but I don't want to get into them right now. If you care, call me.

Good news! And this is mostly for Nina, who will call me after she reads this, no doubt... ;) But BN is allowing volunteers to help with the HP6 Release Party...so if you want to dress up an lead an activity or something, let me know, ASAP!

Other news. I have a summer class. And I skipped the first one. And I have homework (just reading, but, uggggh...)and NO money. I mean NONE. I am scared to death and I don't no what to do. My car drained all my savings and this week's check. I will get that car next week too though!!

And to comment on not the last, but the one before it, entry. I must say that I am completely in love with Brent. No, really. He shares an intense part of my life, an important part of my life. He holds me together because he is so reasonable and logical and without that I would crumble to tiny little particles of miserable tears. This is not dependence in the way that I NEED him to be happy. He helps keep from worrying and stressing. He might not always realize that his presence, his voice calms me, even if I am miserable.

I am so glad that he gets to do Spartans. I am sad that I can't join for a couple of reasons: 1. I love it and miss playing. 2. I like being tan and in shape. 3. It is a huge part of any members life, and I can't share it with Brent because I am not there to...

His happiness is obviously just as important, and I don't want him to be overlooked either.

And the other night was great (I skippedmy class that night...) because we went bowling and both sucked, though I won, then walked around the mall and toys r us, looking for HP ideas/stuff. I bought him a light saber and us some Bertie Botts and a Chocolate Frog. Then we took turns watinf the jelly beans and having a lot of fun. I love that we can do something or nothing and it is still wonderful. I love talking to him more than anything. We have some great conversations and I look forward to our car rides anywhere just so we can chat.

I know that all couples fight. I know we will. And I know I may get mad or upset, but I will never yell or name call or ant of that terrible stuff. I may just rant on my LJ, which will be neglected after moving as we will not ha e any internet for a while. I f you miss it too much, it is an extra 25 a monthl donations made out to Kristina Lareau. Checks and cash are fine.

AHHH, sleep now, since I have to be back at work in less than 8 hours.
CHeers.
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