Life and Homework
I have so much reading to do, it's ridiculous! Or maybe I am just completely overwhelmed, which I tend to be. I have to read for every one of my six classes except for speech. It's mostly reading and writing this semester, but I find it so hard to keep up...probably because I am stressing too much about my own situations in life. I want so badly to do the right thing that maybe I am doing the wrong thing. I no longer feel quite as confused as earlier in the week. I needed to let go of some of my feelings pertaining to last semester and it is probably the best thing I ever did for myself right now. I know that I need to move on from the past, and I feel like I have the power to do that right now, but I still fail to access it. I can't let the past be a roadblock anymore. Being away from home so I have time to think certainly helps, but it isn't a problem-solver. I know that I need to be nicer to my mom and sister, but it's really difficult. These changes will all take time...it's hard to heal a deep wound, but with time, it looks so much better, even if you had to endure a lot of pain in the long run. I am hoping that I will be much happier in the years to come.