i suppose it's probably time to
i've been with the love of my life since january
we've had ups and downs...
things have been good...things have been bad
but the good outweighs the bad by far
and i know i've talked about girls in the past in here...but this girl has a way about her that nobody i've ever met has had...
i miss her more than anything when she's not around and she only lives like 5 minutes away from me
she's going to U of M in the fall and i'm hoping that she'll stay with me when she goes away
there's a possibility that i might be moving to ann arbor at the end of the summer...we'll see
i'll still come back here and stuff occasionally...but mainly i just want/need to be near her
if any of you know me...you know how much marriage freaks me out and i don't talk about it lightly
b/c i used to be almost positive that i would make a rash decision on a wimb and end up getting divorced within a year
well
honestly...if ever there was a girl that i would marry...it's Vanessa
and that's weird to say...because i can say that with complete and total confidence...and not falter at all and not have second thoughts
and if i were to marry her...it wouldn't be for a while...i might ask her to marry me at some point...but i wouldn't marry her until we were both out of college...or pretty damn close at least
i can't believe i'm saying this to be honest
but seriously guys...there's not been somebody i've Loved more
and i don't even know who i'm friends with on here anymore...or if anybody ever even checks these things b/c of myspace...
but it's just the case
so anyway
yeah so i've got that goin for me...and i'm writing a lot of music...
http://www.myspace.com/motownspeedwizards that's my solo project
http://www.myspace.com/americanmodifier that's my actual band
check both of em out and friend us and such
tell your friends
mainly though...my life is all revolving around this one spectacular, magnificent, beautiful, amazing, loving, caring, intelligent, sarcastic, funny, gorgeous girl
that's about my life in a nutshell
i'll try and update with changes and stuff if i ever get a chance
i don't ever check this thing...i'll try to but no promises
i mean come on..my last post was in early august of last year...for real
so quick recap:
met the love of my life
wanna be with her for the rest of my life (which is odd because marriage scares me)
plan on marrying that girl after college
new music: MSW, American Modifier
i'm still alive
end
--John
p.s. it's weird...but i just noticed that i was listening to Guster on my last journal post...and i'm listening to it now...and i haven't really listened to them all that much in a while
crazy