well i haven't updated this in almost a year

Apr 24, 2007 15:55

i suppose it's probably time to

i've been with the love of my life since january

we've had ups and downs...

things have been good...things have been bad

but the good outweighs the bad by far

and i know i've talked about girls in the past in here...but this girl has a way about her that nobody i've ever met has had...

i miss her more than anything when she's not around and she only lives like 5 minutes away from me

she's going to U of M in the fall and i'm hoping that she'll stay with me when she goes away

there's a possibility that i might be moving to ann arbor at the end of the summer...we'll see

i'll still come back here and stuff occasionally...but mainly i just want/need to be near her

if any of you know me...you know how much marriage freaks me out and i don't talk about it lightly

b/c i used to be almost positive that i would make a rash decision on a wimb and end up getting divorced within a year

well

honestly...if ever there was a girl that i would marry...it's Vanessa

and that's weird to say...because i can say that with complete and total confidence...and not falter at all and not have second thoughts

and if i were to marry her...it wouldn't be for a while...i might ask her to marry me at some point...but i wouldn't marry her until we were both out of college...or pretty damn close at least

i can't believe i'm saying this to be honest

but seriously guys...there's not been somebody i've Loved more

and i don't even know who i'm friends with on here anymore...or if anybody ever even checks these things b/c of myspace...

but it's just the case

so anyway

yeah so i've got that goin for me...and i'm writing a lot of music...

http://www.myspace.com/motownspeedwizards

that's my solo project

http://www.myspace.com/americanmodifier

that's my actual band

check both of em out and friend us and such

tell your friends

mainly though...my life is all revolving around this one spectacular, magnificent, beautiful, amazing, loving, caring, intelligent, sarcastic, funny, gorgeous girl

that's about my life in a nutshell

i'll try and update with changes and stuff if i ever get a chance

i don't ever check this thing...i'll try to but no promises

i mean come on..my last post was in early august of last year...for real

so quick recap:

met the love of my life
wanna be with her for the rest of my life (which is odd because marriage scares me)
plan on marrying that girl after college
new music: MSW, American Modifier
i'm still alive

end

--John

p.s. it's weird...but i just noticed that i was listening to Guster on my last journal post...and i'm listening to it now...and i haven't really listened to them all that much in a while

crazy
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