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I do not understand my emotions lately. Im sure part of it has to do with it being 2:21am. But I think the other part has to do with me just not being sure of my life. What I want, what Im doing. A lack of clarity i suppose. Am I going down the right path? Pursuing the right things? Pursuing the right people (or person)? Thats my life. I mean... should I be pursuing these things I feel so passionate about or does God have other plans. not necessarily Refuel, not the things Im CALLED to do. I mean, the things I WANT to do. Is there something wrong with wanting to be in a couple bands? Play worship at another church? Like/be around a certain person or people? I just want some clarity. Confirmation. That Im doing the right things and going the right direction. Cuz right now, Im following blindly.
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wrote 6 new songs this week. this may be one of my faves in the bunch.
"WHITE NOISE" (c) 2006 And-e
Static. White noise.
Black and white background.
Frantic. Chaos in
the form of channels, the only sound.
It drains us out.
Our voices shout
To clear away the stage set by black and white pictures.
Fight me all you want. I know I let you doiwn.
Fight me for a while, and I'll let the white noise drown.
Fght me all you want,. I'll let you down again.
Fight me for a while. fight me. Fight me.
It drains us out.
Our voices shout
To clear away the stage set by black and white pictures.
The plot is thickening as we go on fighting.
The neighbors are listening through cracked doors, on the second floor.
You stand there screaming, forgive me, I guess I was selfish.
To think this could have possibly had anything to do with me.
(after all, it was you who cheated).
It drains us out.
Our voices shout
To clear away the stage set by black and white pictures.
Let it all out.
Release the screams.
To clear away the image that remains,
when we turn off our TV screens.
p.s.
my band opens for Showbread on August 24th and for edison glass on Sept 22nd. Both are bands that are signed on major labels, on tv and radio... the works. So yeah, im pumped
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wrote 6 new songs this week. this may be one of my faves in the bunch.
"WHITE NOISE" (c) 2006 And-e
Static. White noise.
Black and white background.
Frantic. Chaos in
the form of channels, the only sound.
It drains us out.
Our voices shout
To clear away the stage set by black and white pictures.
Fight me all you want. I know I let you doiwn.
Fight me for a while, and I'll let the white noise drown.
Fght me all you want,. I'll let you down again.
Fight me for a while. fight me. Fight me.
It drains us out.
Our voices shout
To clear away the stage set by black and white pictures.
The plot is thickening as we go on fighting.
The neighbors are listening through cracked doors, on the second floor.
You stand there screaming, forgive me, I guess I was selfish.
To think this could have possibly had anything to do with me.
(after all, it was you who cheated).
It drains us out.
Our voices shout
To clear away the stage set by black and white pictures.
Let it all out.
Release the screams.
To clear away the image that remains,
when we turn off our TV screens.
p.s.
my band opens for Showbread on August 24th and for edison glass on Sept 22nd. Both are bands that are signed on major labels, on tv and radio... the works. So yeah, im pumped