I guess this is growing up...
I always tend to update this thing about a year later after my most recent post...but here's an update...
Life is pretty good so far..
Still working at the mall.. Godiva has turned into my life. But it pays the bills and hopefully it will pay for school too!.. Culinary school at least. I'm in the process of test driving schools to go to next year. I can't wait to really be cooking. Well baking anyways =)
My life lately is mostly just working and spending time at home with ralph. I can't believe it's been over a year since we moved in together! It's really been great. I mean of course we have little spats here and there but it really has been the best thing to happen to us as a couple.. We're a lot closer and he's become my best friend.. Which has been so great because lately, I really don't have that many friends..
It had to happen sometime but me and all friends have just all drifted apart. or at least that's how it really feels. I don't really see anyone anymore or talk to anyone. I mean yea i'll talk to one of my friends once in awhile but it's all so different. But i guess that's just what happens. Tho it is strange how all my friends can still find time for each other but just not me... hmmm... oh well, it's just been me and ralph for awhile so i'm used to it.. I would love girl time and just go out with my friends and hang out again but i guess i have to get used to being on my own or at least with out the friends that im used to.
I did have a blast on my birthday trip with Ralph tho. He really is my soulmate and my best friend and it was soo nice to just get away for a few days..(mushy i know) but it was so great.. if anything this past year has just really taught me how important it is to really have someone that is going to be with you and be there for you no matter what... he's been my rock this past year and i am so grateful for that...
I guess it's just a part of growing up but at least i know for sure who the people I can count on are.. Even if it is only a few or even just one.. But I'm lucky either way..