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I dont think ive posted in almost a year. I always think about updating but i just never bring myself to actually do it.
A lost has changed since my last few entries. I have lost friends i have gained friends i have gone through pain and happiness. I guess ive just lived.
Life is a funny little thing you know. its can get so predictable but yet still be unexplainable.
i dont know why i wanted to update now or what im going to write but bear with me i guess.
Im at an interesting point in my life lately. Im starting to do a lot of things for myself finally. Im learning how to own up to my mistakes and how to finally fix the things in my life that have been broken for way too long. One of those was my own happiness. I let it depend on others for too long and i finally realized that only i can make myself happy with the decisions i make and all along i made the wrong choice of having the wrong people decide my happiness.
well now a days its back in my own hands and im actually happy. its weird because i wish some things that ive done didnt have to happen but they did and im happy so i guess it was for the best in the end.
A lost has changed since my last few entries. I have lost friends i have gained friends i have gone through pain and happiness. I guess ive just lived.
Life is a funny little thing you know. its can get so predictable but yet still be unexplainable.
i dont know why i wanted to update now or what im going to write but bear with me i guess.
Im at an interesting point in my life lately. Im starting to do a lot of things for myself finally. Im learning how to own up to my mistakes and how to finally fix the things in my life that have been broken for way too long. One of those was my own happiness. I let it depend on others for too long and i finally realized that only i can make myself happy with the decisions i make and all along i made the wrong choice of having the wrong people decide my happiness.
well now a days its back in my own hands and im actually happy. its weird because i wish some things that ive done didnt have to happen but they did and im happy so i guess it was for the best in the end.