welcome back
So here i am again. I was beginning to miss my LJ. But lately it seems like ive been so busy to update and then again i do nothing. But thats just me. Well anyways moving on, as always im continuing my trend of writing when i have a problem or somethings wrong. Right now its not much of either but im creating a problem and i think something is wrong. Im not sure with what or why but then again feelings are a tricky thing. These days im not as happy as i was say 2 or 3 months ago. I dont know why because not much has changed really, but it seems like everything is upside down. I think its just me overanalyzing and thinking too much, but thinking and overanalyzing shouldnt hurt and this does. Im not going to go into much detail about what is making me feel this way, but im very confused because i feel this certain situation shouldnt be happening and actually has no reason to, but again here it is none the less.
People are tricky, especially when you think you know them so well. But no matter how well you know a person, their feelings and emotions and most of all their actions tell you so much more then you probably ever wanted to know. And theyll tell you things that talking can never speak of. Confused yet? i know i am.
knowing someone is a dangerous thing. you might get to involved and actually like them, when that happens its too late. youre stuck. and sometimes proably for life. honestly in this case i hope so but that may be too much information for my very vague entry. say the right things, do the right things, feel the right things, but still be completely wrong. Yea its totally possible. im still trying to figure out how though.
i dont know what will become of this situation but hopefully itll go away and ill become stronger. but in order for that to happen i know im going to have to do something. ::sigh:: it always has to come down to action before the settlement huh. but if thats what has to heppen then Let it be.
i can handle this. i think
People are tricky, especially when you think you know them so well. But no matter how well you know a person, their feelings and emotions and most of all their actions tell you so much more then you probably ever wanted to know. And theyll tell you things that talking can never speak of. Confused yet? i know i am.
knowing someone is a dangerous thing. you might get to involved and actually like them, when that happens its too late. youre stuck. and sometimes proably for life. honestly in this case i hope so but that may be too much information for my very vague entry. say the right things, do the right things, feel the right things, but still be completely wrong. Yea its totally possible. im still trying to figure out how though.
i dont know what will become of this situation but hopefully itll go away and ill become stronger. but in order for that to happen i know im going to have to do something. ::sigh:: it always has to come down to action before the settlement huh. but if thats what has to heppen then Let it be.
i can handle this. i think