Apr 05, 2005 23:32
I haven't updated in awhile, so i think it's about time i do. Especially to explain some of my most recent updates. mostly the one about being teh happiest girl.
i can say that lately i have been.
About two weeks ago erick and i finally had our much needed, much postponed talk about us and where we stand. luckily it turned out to be really good. actually much better than i expected. things between us are good again, and theyve been cleared up so its even better. even tho now its still a little up in the air as to where were going, but so far i think were on the right path.
school is almost over too. i have mixed feelings about that. on the one hand, im very excited because college is look pretty good now. Im going to be doing what i love, which is acting, and ill be with some of my best friends. altho on the other hand i dont want graduation to come yet because its going to mean leaving behind some of my best friends. i have been with these people for three years and others for longer. and now its over. at least in a way it is. i know priscila and laura are going away for sure. im going to miss them soo much! but we'll always have vacations and summer breaks. its going to be great seeing them after they go away. now i just want to spend as much time as i can with my freinds, before its time to say goodbye. even tho it might not be permanent,its for longer than were used to. and that is really bitter sweet.
i was able to spend this past weekend in atlanta with my brother and his family for my neices birthday. it was a much needed break for me. i love goign up there because it gives me time to clear my mind, and refresh myself. it was a good weekend.
although bad thing was, i got sick. so today and yesterday i have spent the days very sick. and tomorrow i leave for tamps for drama competitions. i really hope i get better by morning. i would hate to be sick for states. especially since i was sick for ftc's.
but despite being reaaally sick, i am stilll in good spirits. things are looking up for me. im in a good place in my life right now. and i just hope it continues this way. =)