James Bond is a Pussy
So, Chris thinks James Bond is a pussy? WTF? It’s James Bond! Well, apparently it is because he takes his martini’s “shaken not stirred” so there for he is a pussy. Well, for such a pussy he sure does get a lot of it. ^.~
I had to take my mom to the hospital last night. She was having a panic attack and such…as if having mono and strep throat was bad enough on its own. And while we’re there she gives me this speech about how she feels like a child and that I’m the mama and all this shit. I love my mother but gods does she know how to throw a guilt trip…even when she doesn’t mean to. I just sat there feeling like an asshole for not saying anything…but wtf am I supposed to say? I dunno how to make what she is going through better, and saying “I’m sorry” or “It’ll be okay” is just fucking stupid and redundant. Only she can make what she is going through go away or any better. And I feel like shit b/c I can’t do anything to help and I feel like I should. She puts so much on me, and I know she doesn’t mean to or want to…but it’s just how I am…I have this compulsion to help people and make all their bad shit go away…but I’m not a god and there is only one of me. I just wish for once that my life could get a little better…
MAR MAR MAR!!
Oh, and I needs help with tattoo ideas for my sun and moon…the moon is crescent and I want to incorporate some kind of symbols or knots or something inside of them that stand for stuff about my parents or something like that. Links to pictures are appreciated.
And damn it I have to work at 6am tomorrow which means getting up at 4:45am to make it there by 5:45…GAH! But on the bright side I get to see Bryan and Anako is supposed to come by and stuff. *le sigh*
Just a little better…that’s not so much to ask for…is it…
I had to take my mom to the hospital last night. She was having a panic attack and such…as if having mono and strep throat was bad enough on its own. And while we’re there she gives me this speech about how she feels like a child and that I’m the mama and all this shit. I love my mother but gods does she know how to throw a guilt trip…even when she doesn’t mean to. I just sat there feeling like an asshole for not saying anything…but wtf am I supposed to say? I dunno how to make what she is going through better, and saying “I’m sorry” or “It’ll be okay” is just fucking stupid and redundant. Only she can make what she is going through go away or any better. And I feel like shit b/c I can’t do anything to help and I feel like I should. She puts so much on me, and I know she doesn’t mean to or want to…but it’s just how I am…I have this compulsion to help people and make all their bad shit go away…but I’m not a god and there is only one of me. I just wish for once that my life could get a little better…
MAR MAR MAR!!
Oh, and I needs help with tattoo ideas for my sun and moon…the moon is crescent and I want to incorporate some kind of symbols or knots or something inside of them that stand for stuff about my parents or something like that. Links to pictures are appreciated.
And damn it I have to work at 6am tomorrow which means getting up at 4:45am to make it there by 5:45…GAH! But on the bright side I get to see Bryan and Anako is supposed to come by and stuff. *le sigh*
Just a little better…that’s not so much to ask for…is it…