the weekend...or lack thereof
IN BRENHAM
so, since the damn hurricane was a dud over here in cypress, i left on saturday afternoon to visit my baby in brenham. and since i don't have school until Wednesday i decided to say another night. i'm supposed to go home today...sometime soon...but laina's car is broken and she can't find her keys...so i made her take my car to class. so i can't go anywhere until she comes back home. haha.
i love her so much...it hurts. all i do during the week is ache and wish to be with her. then when i actually get to see her and be with her on the weekends, it hurts knowing that it won't last forever, that i will be leaving again only to go through another week of aching. and next weekend i won't get to see her cause kevin is coming home and my parents don't want me to leave...plus i love my brother and want to spend some time with him. but that doesn't mean i won't be sad. i hate being apart....but i'll just have to get used to it...i mean, i knew what i was getting into...but not to this degree.
i was afraid to fall in love again. i was scared to open my heart and let anyone into my soul. i was scared to trust another living soul again. but laina has changed all of that. i have fallen in love, i have opened my heart, and i trust her...almost too much ;) but shit man...i've never known a love like this. it's amazing. it's real. i can finally love someone and be loved in return. i think that's why i'm so happy. i'm finally in a love that works. and i love my laina!!
adios everyone...have a great couple days off of school again...or if you have school...haha..jk. i love all of you guys!! :) :) :) but most of all, I love you Laina!!!
so, since the damn hurricane was a dud over here in cypress, i left on saturday afternoon to visit my baby in brenham. and since i don't have school until Wednesday i decided to say another night. i'm supposed to go home today...sometime soon...but laina's car is broken and she can't find her keys...so i made her take my car to class. so i can't go anywhere until she comes back home. haha.
i love her so much...it hurts. all i do during the week is ache and wish to be with her. then when i actually get to see her and be with her on the weekends, it hurts knowing that it won't last forever, that i will be leaving again only to go through another week of aching. and next weekend i won't get to see her cause kevin is coming home and my parents don't want me to leave...plus i love my brother and want to spend some time with him. but that doesn't mean i won't be sad. i hate being apart....but i'll just have to get used to it...i mean, i knew what i was getting into...but not to this degree.
i was afraid to fall in love again. i was scared to open my heart and let anyone into my soul. i was scared to trust another living soul again. but laina has changed all of that. i have fallen in love, i have opened my heart, and i trust her...almost too much ;) but shit man...i've never known a love like this. it's amazing. it's real. i can finally love someone and be loved in return. i think that's why i'm so happy. i'm finally in a love that works. and i love my laina!!
adios everyone...have a great couple days off of school again...or if you have school...haha..jk. i love all of you guys!! :) :) :) but most of all, I love you Laina!!!