V-day
I notice as i look back this is the the first time in a few years i have been in a relationship with someone. I love him, it scares me though. I wish he could speak to me more openly to easy my fears. Why am i so wound up? Why can i just live in blissful happiness that i have someone who cares for me in many ways? I look at the flowers he got me, and i feel a mix of feelings, is it ungrateful for me to say i would rather have him hold me more than have pretty flowers?