Time to say goodbye Love

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I know what I'm doing is right, but each time I think about you my eyes well up. Feeling so empty and wanting to take I back. I almost wonder if it is more the feeling of being alone, or that familiar heart ache of knowing we'll never be the same. I know I loved you, I know I always will. But at this time I know I'm not right for you. You deserve better than I could give you. I wish I could have had realized sooner how wrong it was of me to keep you near.

I just wish the pain would numb so I could talk to you sooner as a friend. I wish I could have been the better one for you. This is for the best and I have to keep telling myself this. Because I want happiness for you. I know deep down I'm not the right one for you please forgive me for holding on so long...


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