i have been working at Taco Hell since last August. i never wanted this job from the beginning but i needed money. so when they interviewed me and offered full time to me i took it. i was never thegreatest but i did what i had to so i can keep earning what little money i do. everone say oh your managment you earn more than me. But, after thet pull out taxes and Health and dental the check gets smaller. then i have all my debt i have to pay along with things i have. Like my cellphone, car, gas, food, clothing. bills like student loans and college. after all this i have maybe i dunno 30 40 dollars to last me 2 weeks. So when i hear kids who say they need to work to pay bills i understand. when i hear them say they wish they weren't here i understand. But when they don't want to follow rules that they would normally follow if the boss was there. thats rude.
just because i'm not the boss does mean the rules don't still apply. Its not like i'm totally inconsiderate. some people have friends and family they don't see while working. so when they visit i'm cool about it. As long as they don't abuse it. if all their work is done, and its death sure go chat. i'll even let you go early. But if there are thingsto do, just do them. most of my friends and family whom i barely ever see don't come to visit me cause i need to work. I've missed out on soo much because of work. all of the senior events my sister wanted me to see. She hasbeen really understanding about. unlike everyone else i'm expected not to really ever request days off. on my days off, i'm expected to come in on emergancys. which any extra time i don't get paid for.
I want to go back to school, and i want to spend some time with those i'm close to. i want the respect i give to you to be returned. cause i'm not getting paid enough to deal with BS like food thrown at my car because you were happy with my descision. so when you kill my good mood that i had all day be your small petty bs I hate you, and i wish many ill things to you. but what i wish the most if for you to be able to see how much work and pain you caused.
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