Its a small Corps after all

Sep 24, 2006 15:00

reason i state this is cause one night i was sleepin and Roeder knocks on my door and tells me there is some SSGT that wants to talk to me, i thought oh shit what i do now lol so i walk to his room and im still part asleep and i hear htis voice, wtf you doing sleepin!! my eyes open and to my surprise it was SSGT Acosta, hahah i never thought i would see him, so we talked and shit, i gave him a run down of what happen to me since boot, and then he left, i have seen some peeps from boot and school here,

its been good, i have been workin on my album and its almost complkete, and my studio, i have a buddy im signin once i get shit set up, but ever thing is so good, i go on convoys every other day so that blows, i gotta be in ina few hours,

well here is the second main this i wanna tlak about and i have thouhgt alot about it, i always tlakd of wantin to be ina relationship and settling down, well i got my wish of gettin ina relationship, and i am havin second thoughts, i feel like i pressured her into it and i just dont feel right, and in all reality is im actually terrified of being ina relationship, im scared, i guess is that im not used to it, its been years since i last had a gf, and i dont think i am ready still to be in one right now, so i sent my girl a letter and that explains and i only have one thing to say to that, and its im sorry, im here away from cilization to find out who am i, what do i REALLY want, and till i figure tht out then i can say what i want, but u know where this has led, well so far so good

havent gotten motared lately so thats good, im still breatheing so thats good, o yeah Lindsay thatnks for the Moto mail but i dont tihnk pron would be a good idea to send, they inspect our boxes before we can take it home lol

just wanna give shout outs to:

Ryan
Charli\
Britt,
Lindsay
Tara
and to everyone else out there suport me

oorah!
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