it has been a looooooooooooooooong time
ok, it has been over a year since i have written in my journal. i was talking to kayleigh tonight and she told me it wouldnt hurt to start writing again, and im thinking she is right. i attempted to keep a xanga for a while but that just didnt work out too well. jeez, soooooooo much has happened in the past year it is really unbelieveable. i have met so many new friends, so many new people, have had my ups AND my downs. recently things have been extremely up and down. i miss so many people right now. i miss iris, i miss marissa, i miss kayleigh. i feel like my life is not complete without them in it. i guess they are still in it, but marissa and i never talk, which i hate, iris is in ANOTHER state, and kayleigh i just talked to having not heard from her in so long. i forgot how much i love talking to her. my grandpa is coming home from the hospital tomorrow. he has been there for a month. he is doing better, thank god. i really dont know what all to say at the moment, but i promise i will start writing again. i need too. its good to get all my thoughts out, but i think i am going to make my journal friends only. i have become A LOT more privatet than i used to be and the people i have on my friends list are the only ones i want reading my journal.