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today was the last day of school, aww *tear* but YES im FREEE well, as of saturday ill REALLY be free, and i couldnt be more excited about it. today i got my gown all fixed up, got it taken in and got the collar sewn on, so im all ready. hopefully saturday before the ceremony iris gets to come over and hang out. that is going to be fun. it sux that we dont get to hang out that much but maybe now that the summer is here we will. man today everyone was giving me hugs and telling me how much they were going to miss me, and it almost brought tears to my eyes but i think im trying to hold back the tears until saturday, because i know thats going to be a major sobfest. oh yeah and yesterday, i was feeling incapable of doing anything again. all this crap at my house is seriously pissing me off, but i feel like im stuck between a rock and a hard place, not knowing what to do, whether i should stay or move out. everyone says it would just break my grandpas heart and beleive me thats the last thing i want to do, but sometimes i just dont know what to do anymore. maybe now that im graduation ill get a little bit more freedom and stop being treated like im freaking 5 years old. i hate the fact that they think i cant take care of myself when i know i can.