Breakups
Here's the thing: You'll have your good days and bad days, even months later. And it'll take time if you ever stop getting that sick feeling when he's dating someone--particularly someone you don't like. Especially when it's his ex-girlfriend who when you show up to a wedding tells your best friend "someone i really despise is here" and at least your best friend responds: "yeah, she's my date."
I've wasted three years trying to make peace with the cult church (church nicknamed cult church because of it's hypocritical traits of members to try and control youth members and judge those who try to get involved with them because they're not pentecostal, like me). I guess it's not that I've focused on making them like me, it's more like I've wanted it some way or another because it's one thing when immature junior high peers talk bad about you, but when so-called Christians are saying you're a slut when you're a VIRGIN. Now that's a bullet. But it's also that they can't control me...and they'll have to deal with them.
Okay, now that I've over with Joe, he's still not over me. He is dating his ex who despises me and is the biggest hypocrite. But...although it makes me feel a little sick sometimes...it's okay. Why? Because I'm strong and I know that I'm me and I'm the only person I can control and/or change.
Good days. Bad days. Be strong. Move on. Men are some of the most amazing things to a girl in this world...and they're also some of the worst.
I've wasted three years trying to make peace with the cult church (church nicknamed cult church because of it's hypocritical traits of members to try and control youth members and judge those who try to get involved with them because they're not pentecostal, like me). I guess it's not that I've focused on making them like me, it's more like I've wanted it some way or another because it's one thing when immature junior high peers talk bad about you, but when so-called Christians are saying you're a slut when you're a VIRGIN. Now that's a bullet. But it's also that they can't control me...and they'll have to deal with them.
Okay, now that I've over with Joe, he's still not over me. He is dating his ex who despises me and is the biggest hypocrite. But...although it makes me feel a little sick sometimes...it's okay. Why? Because I'm strong and I know that I'm me and I'm the only person I can control and/or change.
Good days. Bad days. Be strong. Move on. Men are some of the most amazing things to a girl in this world...and they're also some of the worst.