Sep 22, 2003 03:27
Name: Drey
What time is it: 3:28 am
THE FRUITS OF YOUR LABOUR
Something important on your desk: my binder
When you sleep you wear: depending on my mood- could be clothes, could be nothing
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: a place of my own, a Dodge Ram 4x4, and Levi
Something you don't have a lot of: Tolerance for ignorance
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: the chest with Levi's letters, my pictures, and my pillows
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: Sex
A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: Hmm, I can't really remember myself doing that....
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: Dun remember doing this either....
One person you have killed in your thoughts: for all purposes, we'll call her Noved.
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: Honesty, Tenderness, Compassion
Who makes you laugh most often: Erin does!
A friend who you can tell anything: Erin and Levi
A friend you can got to for advice: Erin again (heh)
The best piece of advice you had been given: It's best to be not liked for you who are than liked for who you pretend to be.
Two closest friends: ~sighs~ alright, this is complicated. as far as people I know from where I live, I have none. But online and people I consider r/t friend that I haven't met (this includes my boyfriend until he moves here) are Levi, Erin, Lisa, Carmelo, CK, Kris & Kim.
The friend who uses most of your energy: none of them
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: caring, a good listener, nuturing
Your 3 worst qualities: bitchy, jealousy, anger
Describe your Ideal self: why? so I can see what a failure I really am?
A compliment that makes you blush: being told I'm pretty
You are embarrassed when: I'm in public w/ the evil children and they throw fits and won't listen to me
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: any ear infection
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: Losing both grandparents
Moment you are most ashamed of: telling my mom I hated her and I wish I had never been born her kid
Your best physical feature: lips
Who/What makes you happy: Levi does when he calls or writes
Who/what makes you sad: thinking about how lonely I am
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: pet peeve to ignorance and stupidity
The emotion you tend to experience most: depression and sadness
The emotion you are feeling most lately: Alone
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: though I don't have it, I'm having a guilt trip put on my for wanting to move out.
When you are angry you need: scream, yell, and beat the shit out of something
When you are sentimental you need: someone to cuddle
When you are in love you need: to know that they love me too and that they want me.
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: Waking up at the lake or camp to the sun rising
One of your most tragic memories: Besides my grandparents both passing away, it was when my mom found out she had a serious heart condition
One of your angriest memories: anything that has to do with living here and getting bossed around or yelled at by an 11 or a 4 year old and then bein made to to feel guilty for wantin to leave.
A memory that makes you laugh: the two weeks I spent in Illinois and mine and Erin's inside jokes (BONK! ya pretty faced delusional backwards bitch in a room full of whores)
A memory that makes you happy:bein w/ Levi for 2 weeks in March/April
LOVE
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: a guy w/ long hair that runs his hands through it with that innocent look on his face gets me everytime
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: be an ass and make rude comments
Two things appealing about people: if they will listen to what you are saying and lend ya a shoulder to cry on need be.
A personality trait you find appealing: Being Loved
Your secret passion: that's my secret!
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: knowing that someone loves me daily for who I am and will support every decision I make.