Ramblings..........
I sit... I stare... my mind wanders away ... who am I... why am I here... what is my purpose... do I have one... does anyone care... I want to sleep forever... I don't want to wake up ... I'm tired of caring... I'm empty... I'm nothing...
Why can't things go the way I want them to go? Why am I stuck here w/ family who doesn't give a shit? Why is my mom sick and why did it have to happen to her? Why is my "dad" such an ass?
God, I'm pathetic. My life seems so meaningless compared to most. I have no job, no car, not much that I can call my own. It seems all the bad outweighs the good, or maybe it's just how I'm seeing things. Fuck it, I just don't care.
Why can't things go the way I want them to go? Why am I stuck here w/ family who doesn't give a shit? Why is my mom sick and why did it have to happen to her? Why is my "dad" such an ass?
God, I'm pathetic. My life seems so meaningless compared to most. I have no job, no car, not much that I can call my own. It seems all the bad outweighs the good, or maybe it's just how I'm seeing things. Fuck it, I just don't care.