I love how you roll excuses off your tongue.
This might be a long entry Im not sure.
Okay well Im going to start off by saying I hate ny life. Its so boring, theres nothing exciting about it. I wakeup and go to work, all day long. Im working every single day next week except wednesday, and thats only because I took it off. =/ Today was Warped Tour, the only concert that Im actually dying to go to, and guess what I didnt go. I gound out that The Used was playing, I swear to god I could just die. If I had known they were playting I would have completely skipped work and ran to foxboro. Grrrrr Im so pissed off. Okay change of subject before I go crazy. So at work today, I worked 8 hours. I think about alot of stuff because Im all by myself and theres nothing else to do. So I was thinking about how boring everything is. The only exciting thing is Bert, My friends, and Andrew. And then I started thinking about Andrew. I really really like him. I hate liking someone this much, because then I'll end up getting hurt so bad. If I get my heart broken again Ill just fall apart, I dont think I can deal with it this time. When Im with Anderew Im so happy, I dont want to leave him. And when I go back to school, how am I going to see him? Weekends I work and he goes away. I know I shouldnt ruin it and think about it but I cant help it. I can barely go a week without seeing him I deffinatlly cant go any longer. And what if he gets annoyed with me? What if he gets sick of me.Sometimes when I call him I think I annoy him, like he doesnt want to talk to me, or like Im bugging him. I always end up ruining things, always, and I really truly really seriouslly dont want to this time. I dont want to fuck things up, and now when I talk to him Im nervous cus I dont wana do something wrong. =/ God I hate being me. Well tomorrow I have to work 10-5, all day again. Welcome to my pathetic boring life. sigh. Goodnight.
Okay well Im going to start off by saying I hate ny life. Its so boring, theres nothing exciting about it. I wakeup and go to work, all day long. Im working every single day next week except wednesday, and thats only because I took it off. =/ Today was Warped Tour, the only concert that Im actually dying to go to, and guess what I didnt go. I gound out that The Used was playing, I swear to god I could just die. If I had known they were playting I would have completely skipped work and ran to foxboro. Grrrrr Im so pissed off. Okay change of subject before I go crazy. So at work today, I worked 8 hours. I think about alot of stuff because Im all by myself and theres nothing else to do. So I was thinking about how boring everything is. The only exciting thing is Bert, My friends, and Andrew. And then I started thinking about Andrew. I really really like him. I hate liking someone this much, because then I'll end up getting hurt so bad. If I get my heart broken again Ill just fall apart, I dont think I can deal with it this time. When Im with Anderew Im so happy, I dont want to leave him. And when I go back to school, how am I going to see him? Weekends I work and he goes away. I know I shouldnt ruin it and think about it but I cant help it. I can barely go a week without seeing him I deffinatlly cant go any longer. And what if he gets annoyed with me? What if he gets sick of me.Sometimes when I call him I think I annoy him, like he doesnt want to talk to me, or like Im bugging him. I always end up ruining things, always, and I really truly really seriouslly dont want to this time. I dont want to fuck things up, and now when I talk to him Im nervous cus I dont wana do something wrong. =/ God I hate being me. Well tomorrow I have to work 10-5, all day again. Welcome to my pathetic boring life. sigh. Goodnight.