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well havent updated in a long time...not much to say as usual
good news is i accepted my offer to go to laurier WATERLOO HERE I COME im:
excited
nervous
scared
happy
im so ready for a change of scenery!!!! =)
i also went to florida last week with casey my summer lover and 3 of her good friends. it was more than anything i could have ever imagined spring break in the states being...it was just a bunch of teenagers walking around in bathing suits grinding up on each other drinking and having so much fun oh god I MISS PANAMA there are some girls gone wild worthy pics on my msn space for those who care to lurk it ....we also met these hot guys that resembled ken dolls it was errie...it was a blast mostly cause alex the alcoholic resurfaced and alex the druggie almost went away...till i came home and attacked a ball of K with philly, justin, jared frankie and so on
I RANDOMLY SAW MACK the other day which was AMAZING...i love running into him in random places
and im off to florida in exactly 5 DAYS for holidays with the half of my fam that i never see...dad, noella, max noah and my bro...its gonna be awkward, long and frustrating i can feel myself fighting my dad every step of the way hahah oh god
hope everythings going well for everyone <3333
-things are awkward to say the least and now you dont get it on the same level we do-
and remember this song and everything it stood for:
May you find solace in the gentle arms of sleep
Despite the wolves outside your door
In time you will see them all as harmless
And their idle threats easy to ignore
And if ever fate should choose to smite you
Stand your ground, never walk away
Please don't ever let the world defeat you
Don't get buried in its decay
As you drift into the gauzy realm of dreams
May you take comfort in the thought that you are safe
For it only takes a fraction of a second
For all of this to change
Return to me
When slumber's fog has lifted
Return to me
Stronger than before
As you sink beneath the soothing streams of time
May you be thankful that you had another day
For there comes a time when each of us will enter
A sleep from which we will never wake
Close your eyes now, if only for a moment
For it's time you get some rest
The wolves are gone and nothing here can harm you
Let go of your fragile consciousness
Return to me
When slumber's fog has lifted
Return to me
Stronger than before
~alex~ xoxo <3
good news is i accepted my offer to go to laurier WATERLOO HERE I COME im:
excited
nervous
scared
happy
im so ready for a change of scenery!!!! =)
i also went to florida last week with casey my summer lover and 3 of her good friends. it was more than anything i could have ever imagined spring break in the states being...it was just a bunch of teenagers walking around in bathing suits grinding up on each other drinking and having so much fun oh god I MISS PANAMA there are some girls gone wild worthy pics on my msn space for those who care to lurk it ....we also met these hot guys that resembled ken dolls it was errie...it was a blast mostly cause alex the alcoholic resurfaced and alex the druggie almost went away...till i came home and attacked a ball of K with philly, justin, jared frankie and so on
I RANDOMLY SAW MACK the other day which was AMAZING...i love running into him in random places
and im off to florida in exactly 5 DAYS for holidays with the half of my fam that i never see...dad, noella, max noah and my bro...its gonna be awkward, long and frustrating i can feel myself fighting my dad every step of the way hahah oh god
hope everythings going well for everyone <3333
-things are awkward to say the least and now you dont get it on the same level we do-
and remember this song and everything it stood for:
May you find solace in the gentle arms of sleep
Despite the wolves outside your door
In time you will see them all as harmless
And their idle threats easy to ignore
And if ever fate should choose to smite you
Stand your ground, never walk away
Please don't ever let the world defeat you
Don't get buried in its decay
As you drift into the gauzy realm of dreams
May you take comfort in the thought that you are safe
For it only takes a fraction of a second
For all of this to change
Return to me
When slumber's fog has lifted
Return to me
Stronger than before
As you sink beneath the soothing streams of time
May you be thankful that you had another day
For there comes a time when each of us will enter
A sleep from which we will never wake
Close your eyes now, if only for a moment
For it's time you get some rest
The wolves are gone and nothing here can harm you
Let go of your fragile consciousness
Return to me
When slumber's fog has lifted
Return to me
Stronger than before
~alex~ xoxo <3