wooooo
Got home early. doctor's appointment.
nothing serious, just i'm dying.
lol not really...but yeah..woo
i havent been feeling well at all lately. I dont want to eat, when I do eat, I feel sick. Over the weekend I had a sandwich, and then I felt full. That's not supposed to happen right? my throat fucking kills and i complain a lot.
but thats me, so accept it.
i'm making a list of things i love and do not love. here it goes.
Love:
*BFFs(boryn,magz,pbnk)<---its in alphabetical order because i do not rate my BFFFFFFF!!!!!!!
*boyzzzz...ESPECIALLY cute boyssssssss
*notes! yay maggie!!!
*random compliments
*even better..RANDOM HUGS!!! oo eee! i LOVE hugs for no reason!! they make me feel gooshy!
*insults between friends...the kind where we're kidding...cuz I love how we can be mean but joke
*fo-hawks (sp?) yes..i'm in love with brian now lol jk
*OLD SPICE!!! oh dear lord! -orgasm-!!!!
*curve and adidas (on boyss)
*clothes..cute ones
*bunnies
*doggies
*T-bird, Bailey(or hailey?lol) and Arby....3 coolest cats
*bright nail polish
*friends with new cars (yay kelly!!!!)
*secret crushes!
*dancing in garages at night with no music (yay brian!)
*laying on the grass watching the stars with a friend (yay brian..again)...but then i got itchy..damn grass
*badly made movies
*jewelry!!!11!!
*honesty
*money
*family
*the 2 good pictures i have of myself lol
*the letter x
*the number 8
*eyes
*soft hair
*loudness
*laughter
*friends taking comfort in you
*irish accents!!!
DISLIKES/HATES:
*bosco......sticks...minus the sticks....he has been being very mean lately and hurt my feelings!
*my overbearing emotions
*my incapability of thinking rationally when i'm being irrational...yah
*crushes...who only like you as a friend.
*being right next to someone you want, knowing you can't have them, and you can never tell them how you truly feel
*hair that just never seems to cooperate with you!
*my lardy buldges
*my stupidity..i.e. math and german...brian can vouch
*my dad's health...it can go fuck itself..which ironically, is what its doing now...in a bad way
*vaginas
*scrotums
*octopi haha
*WORMS!!! I FUCKING HATE WORMS!!
*being lonely when you rationally know you're not
*being sad when you know you have no right to be
*being lazy when you know you should do your homework
*feeling that you're never invited anywhere, that no one cares...but its your own fault
*losing things the EXACT moment you need them
*feeling something you can't describe
*feeling nothing when you want to feel something
*contradictions and riddles...in life..i like them in books lol
*baby snot
*smell of throw up -gags-
*not knowing how someone feels about you
*not knowing if someone's upset/hurt with you
*knowing that someone's upset/hurt with/by you
*the feeling that your life is meaningless
*journal entries that go on forever -takes own advice-
oh yeah...and jokes I dont get...which are about all of them
props if you read the whole damn thing
a hug if you comment lol jk...i'm not andrew -scorns out of hurt-
nothing serious, just i'm dying.
lol not really...but yeah..woo
i havent been feeling well at all lately. I dont want to eat, when I do eat, I feel sick. Over the weekend I had a sandwich, and then I felt full. That's not supposed to happen right? my throat fucking kills and i complain a lot.
but thats me, so accept it.
i'm making a list of things i love and do not love. here it goes.
Love:
*BFFs(boryn,magz,pbnk)<---its in alphabetical order because i do not rate my BFFFFFFF!!!!!!!
*boyzzzz...ESPECIALLY cute boyssssssss
*notes! yay maggie!!!
*random compliments
*even better..RANDOM HUGS!!! oo eee! i LOVE hugs for no reason!! they make me feel gooshy!
*insults between friends...the kind where we're kidding...cuz I love how we can be mean but joke
*fo-hawks (sp?) yes..i'm in love with brian now lol jk
*OLD SPICE!!! oh dear lord! -orgasm-!!!!
*curve and adidas (on boyss)
*clothes..cute ones
*bunnies
*doggies
*T-bird, Bailey(or hailey?lol) and Arby....3 coolest cats
*bright nail polish
*friends with new cars (yay kelly!!!!)
*secret crushes!
*dancing in garages at night with no music (yay brian!)
*laying on the grass watching the stars with a friend (yay brian..again)...but then i got itchy..damn grass
*badly made movies
*jewelry!!!11!!
*honesty
*money
*family
*the 2 good pictures i have of myself lol
*the letter x
*the number 8
*eyes
*soft hair
*loudness
*laughter
*friends taking comfort in you
*irish accents!!!
DISLIKES/HATES:
*bosco......sticks...minus the sticks....he has been being very mean lately and hurt my feelings!
*my overbearing emotions
*my incapability of thinking rationally when i'm being irrational...yah
*crushes...who only like you as a friend.
*being right next to someone you want, knowing you can't have them, and you can never tell them how you truly feel
*hair that just never seems to cooperate with you!
*my lardy buldges
*my stupidity..i.e. math and german...brian can vouch
*my dad's health...it can go fuck itself..which ironically, is what its doing now...in a bad way
*vaginas
*scrotums
*octopi haha
*WORMS!!! I FUCKING HATE WORMS!!
*being lonely when you rationally know you're not
*being sad when you know you have no right to be
*being lazy when you know you should do your homework
*feeling that you're never invited anywhere, that no one cares...but its your own fault
*losing things the EXACT moment you need them
*feeling something you can't describe
*feeling nothing when you want to feel something
*contradictions and riddles...in life..i like them in books lol
*baby snot
*smell of throw up -gags-
*not knowing how someone feels about you
*not knowing if someone's upset/hurt with you
*knowing that someone's upset/hurt with/by you
*the feeling that your life is meaningless
*journal entries that go on forever -takes own advice-
oh yeah...and jokes I dont get...which are about all of them
props if you read the whole damn thing
a hug if you comment lol jk...i'm not andrew -scorns out of hurt-