Why do things have to be so complicated?
Talked to John's mom earlier yesterday. She said I could come live with them when I wanted and I told her February would probably be good. She lives in Hancock and that's about an hour away from where i used to live and out in the middle of nowhere. A real bumfuck little town where people probably marry their cousins cuz there's no one else to marry.
It's going to be an expensive decision to go with. Is it worth it if I'm not close to my old town? She wants me to pay rent, which is to be expected. There are other things to be take into consideration like car and health insurance as well. If I'm not in college (with at least 12 hours) at age 19, I'm looking at 300 dollars a month total in insurance. That plus rent - I don't know if I could handle that. I'll have to talk to some friends older than myself who aren't in school. I work with some people in that situation so, maybe they can give me some insight.
On top of things, my journalism teacher ended up coming on to me really strong, recommending that I take Advanced Journalism next semester and even apply for a position on the staff for the college newspaper. I don't really enjoy writing for newspapers - I prefer more colorful and opinionated writing that can show some personality. It is a great oppurtunity however. Granted, I could always return to it whenever I wanted. College isn't really where I want to be right now. And neither is this house with my parents. It's just all so...complicated.
In the end, I guess it comes down to how much I'm willing to pay for my happiness. Time will tell. John's mom said to keep in touch between now and February and to call her should I wanna talk or ask for any advice. She really made it clear that she understood things are really unstable for me at the moment and that I'll just have to make whatever decision seems best for me in the end. I appreciate it a lot.
Any insight or opinions you guys wanna leave for me is appreciated also.
It's going to be an expensive decision to go with. Is it worth it if I'm not close to my old town? She wants me to pay rent, which is to be expected. There are other things to be take into consideration like car and health insurance as well. If I'm not in college (with at least 12 hours) at age 19, I'm looking at 300 dollars a month total in insurance. That plus rent - I don't know if I could handle that. I'll have to talk to some friends older than myself who aren't in school. I work with some people in that situation so, maybe they can give me some insight.
On top of things, my journalism teacher ended up coming on to me really strong, recommending that I take Advanced Journalism next semester and even apply for a position on the staff for the college newspaper. I don't really enjoy writing for newspapers - I prefer more colorful and opinionated writing that can show some personality. It is a great oppurtunity however. Granted, I could always return to it whenever I wanted. College isn't really where I want to be right now. And neither is this house with my parents. It's just all so...complicated.
In the end, I guess it comes down to how much I'm willing to pay for my happiness. Time will tell. John's mom said to keep in touch between now and February and to call her should I wanna talk or ask for any advice. She really made it clear that she understood things are really unstable for me at the moment and that I'll just have to make whatever decision seems best for me in the end. I appreciate it a lot.
Any insight or opinions you guys wanna leave for me is appreciated also.