Alone in Kansas.
So, I am all alone here and without purpose or aim.
There's nothing here of value to my mind or emotions, anymore.
I must move to a new location to move on as a person. Things failed before with Delaware because I was unprepared to leave certain people behind and wanted to try out college while in a familiar enviroment.
Now that college has turned out to be a big flop and I spend my days alone, there is nothing to hold me back. My parents will love to try and keep me here under their control and constant observation. Because that's what parents want to do for the children they brought into this world and raised.
But there comes a time when you must take the next step and leave them behind. They can teach you about their morals and ideals and perspectives, for only so long. You eventually need to go on and adapt these teachings to your own views. You'll form these adaptions through time and experience. We all have our own ways of doing this too.
I have no garuanteed plan yet, but I really hope to have one in order soon.
There's nothing here of value to my mind or emotions, anymore.
I must move to a new location to move on as a person. Things failed before with Delaware because I was unprepared to leave certain people behind and wanted to try out college while in a familiar enviroment.
Now that college has turned out to be a big flop and I spend my days alone, there is nothing to hold me back. My parents will love to try and keep me here under their control and constant observation. Because that's what parents want to do for the children they brought into this world and raised.
But there comes a time when you must take the next step and leave them behind. They can teach you about their morals and ideals and perspectives, for only so long. You eventually need to go on and adapt these teachings to your own views. You'll form these adaptions through time and experience. We all have our own ways of doing this too.
I have no garuanteed plan yet, but I really hope to have one in order soon.