Sep 16, 2005 07:38
It's a cold and winterlike morning. It's nostalgic, but in a good way. Makes me think of last winter which was a magical season for me mainly because of the people I was with - Sean , RJ, and Zachary.
Those were some real nice days. The cold morning walks, smoking a cigarette, listening to The Format. Cigarettes and most of the music I listen to both feel much more gratifying and fitting in the cold weather. Last winter, I was working at Old Navy and while I didn't enjoy the job, it means something to me just because it was part of that winter.
There was even a week where my family went to the east coast for Thanksgiving while Sean and I stayed behind. That was probably the best week of my life. Zach and RJ basically lived at the house for the week. People would come and visit us throughout the day (and night). We'd stay up all night smoking on the front porch, drinking robitussin, listening to techno, marcy playground, and some other select music choices. We were one happy family with a nice house to ourselves.
Those days truly meant a lot to me - more than words can say really.
I don't know how this winter will be without Sean and RJ. Not to mention, I probably won't get to have the house to myself for a week again. Still, I sincerely love the winter and I hope it will be a good one. Zach, you and I will make it a good one.