HI

Sep 22, 2005 22:49

Ok we got evacuated wednesday so im currently in San Antonio
its ok. The football game got moved to next wed. and then
i have one that friday. Such a busy week. One im really not looking
forward to.

Im having a sorta crisis I feel like ryan doesnt want anything
to do with me. I feel like im loosing him and its not only making me
sad but a little on ege as well. i will tell you my reasons for
this now ok here we go.(warning: this list may be long and
a little stupid.) 1. I tell him no to often 2. Im not as uninhibited
as i think he would like.3. I dont understand Baseball.4. im to worried
about getting caught kissing by my director.5. he doesnt tell me he loves
me as much any more.

There is plenty more but i dont feel up to typing anymore of them.
Please someone try to explane what is happing to me because i dont
understand. Ill try talking to him but he will probably just tell
that he does love me and im being paranoid. Which is most likely
right but still i shouldnt feel like this. Should I?

Have i not givin him enough? He got some Monday so was that not good
enough for him? Guys im really worried so please on some sort of level
help me out!!!
PLEASE!!!!!!

Ok gota go
Love Yall
Allie
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