"It's so complicated, I'm so frustrated."
Last weekend I went with Heather to New Orleans to see Tulane baseball. We saw three games, each on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. And guess who I got to meet up with: JASON! After he took some test on Spanish for Regionals (yes, he's a smart boy), we met up with him Saturday night. We held hands as we watched a movie in his room that night while Heather fell asleep. So that was nice to be alone for a while. Then the next morning we sat in the car alone before the game. Alone time is precious when it comes to me and Jason, so it was extremely nice. When I had to leave Sunday afternoon, it was depressing lol. But I'm certainly satisfied that I got to see him. All I could think about was our time together this past weekend. I'm not sure what to categorize us as now. I guess we would be considered to be "talking". Not actually "dating" because of the distance and plus other little things. But anyway, I'm happy.. now at least. It's like walking on thin ice when it comes to me and Jason, though. I remember Maryann (a friend of Heather's that was with us during the games) told me that we went "good" together lol. Then she asked us if we were a couple. All I could do was smile and say, "Well.. it's complicated."