"But today, I've wasted away. For today is on my mind."
On Thursday, I broke up with Shawn. The only reason I got to talk to him was because I was talking to Kevin on the internet, and Kevin happened to be over at Shawn's. So apparently, Kevin told him to call me or something. So technically, I'm single at the moment.
Friday night, Lace, Brittany, Steven (Brittany's interest) and I were all supposed to go to the racetrack. But we didn't because by the time we would have gotten there, everyone would have been leaving. We stopped at Exxon so Steven could get Brittany a pack of cigarrettes, and all of the Fordoche boys happened to be there. They said that they were on their way to a party at Tony's, so we decided to go there too. We didn't get to stay there long, but it was fun nonetheless. My curfew was originally midnight but I persuaded my mom into letting me stay out until 1:15. It was nice not having to go home so early like usual. Kevin was there, and even though he has a girlfriend he was trying to kiss me. But, of course, he was drunk. So that was a double whammy (lol). I told him I wouldn't kiss him when he had a girlfriend. And then that's when we left.
I found out from Kevin just now that everyone was at Brittany's house tonight, and she didn't even invite me. I hate it when she does something like that. She does it all the time to Lace and now she's starting to do it to me. She's so inconsiderate that it hurts. I mean, I can understand if she just wanted to hang out with Lace and some other friends that night so they could go somewhere. But the damn party was at HER house and ALL of our gang was there, not just a few people! AND Kevin told me that Lace said something about the reason why I never call guys in the relationship is because my MOTHER, yes.. my MOTHER, told me not to. My MOM!? What the hell. Lace can make up some crap. Her middle effing name is "liar". GOD. I swear, sometimes I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs that I hate the friends I have.
Friday night, Lace, Brittany, Steven (Brittany's interest) and I were all supposed to go to the racetrack. But we didn't because by the time we would have gotten there, everyone would have been leaving. We stopped at Exxon so Steven could get Brittany a pack of cigarrettes, and all of the Fordoche boys happened to be there. They said that they were on their way to a party at Tony's, so we decided to go there too. We didn't get to stay there long, but it was fun nonetheless. My curfew was originally midnight but I persuaded my mom into letting me stay out until 1:15. It was nice not having to go home so early like usual. Kevin was there, and even though he has a girlfriend he was trying to kiss me. But, of course, he was drunk. So that was a double whammy (lol). I told him I wouldn't kiss him when he had a girlfriend. And then that's when we left.
I found out from Kevin just now that everyone was at Brittany's house tonight, and she didn't even invite me. I hate it when she does something like that. She does it all the time to Lace and now she's starting to do it to me. She's so inconsiderate that it hurts. I mean, I can understand if she just wanted to hang out with Lace and some other friends that night so they could go somewhere. But the damn party was at HER house and ALL of our gang was there, not just a few people! AND Kevin told me that Lace said something about the reason why I never call guys in the relationship is because my MOTHER, yes.. my MOTHER, told me not to. My MOM!? What the hell. Lace can make up some crap. Her middle effing name is "liar". GOD. I swear, sometimes I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs that I hate the friends I have.