Fridays hold much less excitment than they used too
So update.
Answers to what's up now since the last bunch of entries.
Lauren and I are happy and have a healthy relationship. We often discuss marriage and all the shit, which is actually calming and enjoyable for me, rather then annoying and scary like it had been with other girls. We are about to hit our 2 years. this beats my previous record of a few months scattered throughout. All in all, I love the girl, and I'm happy to be with her.
Modest is 100% healthy. He's got scars on his face when the illness caused some pretty horrible sist. He is alot smaller than he should have been due to the amount of steroids we put him on at a young age (it can stunt your over-all growth too...the more you know). but he's a good dog, always up for playing something wrestling and walking. He hates the leash, but so do I, so i can only blame myself.
I'll be moving out of the city into a very nice townhouse on the east side of York. So anyone who has come to visit and was overcome with fear, don't worry I'll be away from all the murders and arsins and drugs.
I got a job as an Advisor for CSG. I'm sort of a caretaker for adults with Mental Retardation and Mental Health issues. I thought it would be the answer to all my problems, money, lack of feeling worth while and being rather un gainfully employed. and it sort of has, but of course, not completely.
I haven't actually written a goddamn thing in at least 3 months. It's really starting to get to me. I'm not exactly sure how to get back into it. I always had a teacher in my face making me write once I got to this point.
I'd like to go back to school. I miss learning. I miss the thought that i will be able to get any job I want. Yeah i miss that.
Answers to what's up now since the last bunch of entries.
Lauren and I are happy and have a healthy relationship. We often discuss marriage and all the shit, which is actually calming and enjoyable for me, rather then annoying and scary like it had been with other girls. We are about to hit our 2 years. this beats my previous record of a few months scattered throughout. All in all, I love the girl, and I'm happy to be with her.
Modest is 100% healthy. He's got scars on his face when the illness caused some pretty horrible sist. He is alot smaller than he should have been due to the amount of steroids we put him on at a young age (it can stunt your over-all growth too...the more you know). but he's a good dog, always up for playing something wrestling and walking. He hates the leash, but so do I, so i can only blame myself.
I'll be moving out of the city into a very nice townhouse on the east side of York. So anyone who has come to visit and was overcome with fear, don't worry I'll be away from all the murders and arsins and drugs.
I got a job as an Advisor for CSG. I'm sort of a caretaker for adults with Mental Retardation and Mental Health issues. I thought it would be the answer to all my problems, money, lack of feeling worth while and being rather un gainfully employed. and it sort of has, but of course, not completely.
I haven't actually written a goddamn thing in at least 3 months. It's really starting to get to me. I'm not exactly sure how to get back into it. I always had a teacher in my face making me write once I got to this point.
I'd like to go back to school. I miss learning. I miss the thought that i will be able to get any job I want. Yeah i miss that.