LIES
Two posts in one day. Oh man, what's come over me.
Actually this isn't really a post.
It's more of an "I'm pissed so instead of trying to talk it out like I've done time and time again without being listened to I'm going to post this" post.
It's an indirect way to talk to someone without having to talk to them.
I never wanted to not see you ever again. I tried my best to be your friend. Five minutes out of any given day you made an awesome friend. The rest of the time you were either silent, crying or mad (frustrated as you put it). I unfortunatly am subject to feeling the same way through contact. Plus it's not like I don't get upset sometimes, I just do my best not to bring you down, and I know I have but not even close to as much as you.
What really pisses me off is the fuckin lies. Today I stopped blaming you for it though. You lucked out, I finally realized that you are way too stuck on feeling what you think you should that you lose sight of feeling what you actually do.
You say you love me and want me back, but you suck face with some other scum bag.
You say you love me and it hurts to hang out, but you still want to. Well you shouldn't take no for an answer. If you want to hang out then fuckin hang out and enjoy yourfuckinself for once. If I say we shouldn't hang out you should put up a fight if you want to so fuckin bad I only say that to make you feel better and you know that.
So What I think now, is you are so fuckin needy of being in a relationship that you don't realize that you don't want a fuckin relationship with me. You'd rather lick that scumbag's balls and hang out with him anyway. So go run to him.
If I'm wrong, then pick up your fuckin phone and make a call. I'm done, I won't be calling you until you fix this.
Actually this isn't really a post.
It's more of an "I'm pissed so instead of trying to talk it out like I've done time and time again without being listened to I'm going to post this" post.
It's an indirect way to talk to someone without having to talk to them.
I never wanted to not see you ever again. I tried my best to be your friend. Five minutes out of any given day you made an awesome friend. The rest of the time you were either silent, crying or mad (frustrated as you put it). I unfortunatly am subject to feeling the same way through contact. Plus it's not like I don't get upset sometimes, I just do my best not to bring you down, and I know I have but not even close to as much as you.
What really pisses me off is the fuckin lies. Today I stopped blaming you for it though. You lucked out, I finally realized that you are way too stuck on feeling what you think you should that you lose sight of feeling what you actually do.
You say you love me and want me back, but you suck face with some other scum bag.
You say you love me and it hurts to hang out, but you still want to. Well you shouldn't take no for an answer. If you want to hang out then fuckin hang out and enjoy yourfuckinself for once. If I say we shouldn't hang out you should put up a fight if you want to so fuckin bad I only say that to make you feel better and you know that.
So What I think now, is you are so fuckin needy of being in a relationship that you don't realize that you don't want a fuckin relationship with me. You'd rather lick that scumbag's balls and hang out with him anyway. So go run to him.
If I'm wrong, then pick up your fuckin phone and make a call. I'm done, I won't be calling you until you fix this.