I Like Grapes
I am not actually sure if anyone reads this little journal anymore. I write in it so little, I wouldn't be surprised. So when I look back on things that I have written in the past- even in my personal journal- I can remember everything that I didn't write and seems that it is all so fake, what is actually written down. I am a pretty happy person, so I hope this isn't one of these "Oh! Look at how depressed I am! I am so pathetic and I am begging for attention!" things that I may be known for. I am just stating that there is a degree of . . . er . . . falseness to everyone. We are false to others and even to ourselves. Or at least I often am. It is like I don't trust myself enough to write to myself what is going on in my head. It is crazy. Or I am. Or both.
I am graduating soon!!! Exciting, yet terrifying.
I am officailly the worst glazer ever. I actually made some half way decent pieces and totally screwed 'em up when I made a sorry attempt at glazing them. Darned Narget! Oh well. So I suck at ceramics. What of it? I am sorta okay at drawing, or would be with proper practice and training. Mr. B. asked if he could make a copy of my last sketch book assignment. He did that to one of mine from last year too, but this time he actualy thinking of changing the assignment he used for Line for years and basing it on my sketchbook. That is incredibly flattering and I feel rather honored. It isn't that big of a deal, but it is a big deal to me anyway!
I am working on my last paper of my high school experience. Joyous! Thanks to Mandy I have a good topic. Women in Pornography. Is it demeaning or empowering? I am trying to get different peoples veiw on the matters so that I can get outside ideas from real people. As for me, I think it is empowering. I won't, however, be so bold as to say that all pornography is not inoffensive, but you know . . . anything can be used as a weapon of some sort when you are looking for one. Just read something like that in A Handmaid's Tale. Ha Ha Ha . . I suck.
Today I finished reading A Color Purple and A Handmaid's Tale. Now I can focus on reading Anna Karenina. I have been reading it for son long and I am barely anywhere in it. Too much else to do. Oh well. Man, I really need a job.
Kiss Kiss
~Chelsea Ann
I am graduating soon!!! Exciting, yet terrifying.
I am officailly the worst glazer ever. I actually made some half way decent pieces and totally screwed 'em up when I made a sorry attempt at glazing them. Darned Narget! Oh well. So I suck at ceramics. What of it? I am sorta okay at drawing, or would be with proper practice and training. Mr. B. asked if he could make a copy of my last sketch book assignment. He did that to one of mine from last year too, but this time he actualy thinking of changing the assignment he used for Line for years and basing it on my sketchbook. That is incredibly flattering and I feel rather honored. It isn't that big of a deal, but it is a big deal to me anyway!
I am working on my last paper of my high school experience. Joyous! Thanks to Mandy I have a good topic. Women in Pornography. Is it demeaning or empowering? I am trying to get different peoples veiw on the matters so that I can get outside ideas from real people. As for me, I think it is empowering. I won't, however, be so bold as to say that all pornography is not inoffensive, but you know . . . anything can be used as a weapon of some sort when you are looking for one. Just read something like that in A Handmaid's Tale. Ha Ha Ha . . I suck.
Today I finished reading A Color Purple and A Handmaid's Tale. Now I can focus on reading Anna Karenina. I have been reading it for son long and I am barely anywhere in it. Too much else to do. Oh well. Man, I really need a job.
Kiss Kiss
~Chelsea Ann