So dry your eyes/It's better/Now it's done...
I can't deal right now.
How is it that someone that you thought that you knew could turn on you in the blink of an eye?
This whole thing has gotten out of control. I have never had so many missed calls on my cell phone. I've never turned my cell phone off before! Normally I answer every call but I just couldn't deal with James' shit tonight.
I'm taking a vacation from dealing.
My cell phone is back on and it doesn't look like I'll be getting to sleep anytime soon (dispite the tiredness of my eyes at this point in time). Work tomorrow is going to be hell.
Straylight Run is the perfect mellow out emo cd. I just finished out my Target gift card on their debut cd and the DVD of The Princess Diaries 2 (which for all of it's cheesyness was quite funny the second time around).
I've been thinking a lot since all of this went down, and I still have no clue what actually happened. All I know is that,
»Grammy believes that $20 was taken from her purse sometime last Tuesday
»She claims that James grabbed her by the arm and forcibly held her in place
»James told everyone that I admited to taking $100 and then blamed it on him
»Grammy deliberatly baited James last night, when he attempted to get his clothes
»Neither one of them can live with out the spotlight being on them at all times
»James made Chelsea upset tonight while she was at work (and claims that he didn't)
»I was told not to talk to two of my friends (Joey & Joyce) ever again
»I can't ever trust James again
That's it. That's all that I know. All of this could be drama cooked up by Grammy in an attempt to get some attention but it still doesn't explain the fact that James lied. He slandered my name to anyone that would listen.
Fuck I need sleep.
Moving in slow like the smoke from your cigarette,
Every step a closer's a step that we both will regret,
Keeping a tally, but who can keep track?
Your overreacting is taking me back to a time better left alone,
Holding onto the phone,
Holding onto this glass,
Holding onto the memory of what didn't last.
Waiting for better words,
They'll never come.
So dry your eyes,
It's better,
Now it's done...
Keep a tight grip like a child holding onto a swing set,
Waiting and hoping to find what I can't figure out yet,
Please don't unless this is something to me,
Another nightmare instead of a dream,
Better left alone,
Holding onto the phone,
Holding onto this glass,
Holding onto the memory of what didn't last.
Waiting for better words,
They'll never come.
So dry your eyes,
Its better,
Holding onto the phone,
Holding onto this glass,
Holding onto the memory of what didn't last.
Waiting for better words,
They'll never come.
So dry your eyes,
Its better,
Now it's done...
I never lost so much...
I never lost so much...
I never lost so much...
Holding onto the phone,
Holding onto this glass,
Holding onto the memory of what didn't last.
Waiting for better words,
They'll never come.
So dry your eyes,
Holding onto the phone,
Holding onto this glass,
Holding onto the memory of what didn't last.
Waiting for better words,
They'll never come.
So dry your eyes,
Its better,
Now it's done...
How is it that someone that you thought that you knew could turn on you in the blink of an eye?
This whole thing has gotten out of control. I have never had so many missed calls on my cell phone. I've never turned my cell phone off before! Normally I answer every call but I just couldn't deal with James' shit tonight.
I'm taking a vacation from dealing.
My cell phone is back on and it doesn't look like I'll be getting to sleep anytime soon (dispite the tiredness of my eyes at this point in time). Work tomorrow is going to be hell.
Straylight Run is the perfect mellow out emo cd. I just finished out my Target gift card on their debut cd and the DVD of The Princess Diaries 2 (which for all of it's cheesyness was quite funny the second time around).
I've been thinking a lot since all of this went down, and I still have no clue what actually happened. All I know is that,
»Grammy believes that $20 was taken from her purse sometime last Tuesday
»She claims that James grabbed her by the arm and forcibly held her in place
»James told everyone that I admited to taking $100 and then blamed it on him
»Grammy deliberatly baited James last night, when he attempted to get his clothes
»Neither one of them can live with out the spotlight being on them at all times
»James made Chelsea upset tonight while she was at work (and claims that he didn't)
»I was told not to talk to two of my friends (Joey & Joyce) ever again
»I can't ever trust James again
That's it. That's all that I know. All of this could be drama cooked up by Grammy in an attempt to get some attention but it still doesn't explain the fact that James lied. He slandered my name to anyone that would listen.
Fuck I need sleep.
Moving in slow like the smoke from your cigarette,
Every step a closer's a step that we both will regret,
Keeping a tally, but who can keep track?
Your overreacting is taking me back to a time better left alone,
Holding onto the phone,
Holding onto this glass,
Holding onto the memory of what didn't last.
Waiting for better words,
They'll never come.
So dry your eyes,
It's better,
Now it's done...
Keep a tight grip like a child holding onto a swing set,
Waiting and hoping to find what I can't figure out yet,
Please don't unless this is something to me,
Another nightmare instead of a dream,
Better left alone,
Holding onto the phone,
Holding onto this glass,
Holding onto the memory of what didn't last.
Waiting for better words,
They'll never come.
So dry your eyes,
Its better,
Holding onto the phone,
Holding onto this glass,
Holding onto the memory of what didn't last.
Waiting for better words,
They'll never come.
So dry your eyes,
Its better,
Now it's done...
I never lost so much...
I never lost so much...
I never lost so much...
Holding onto the phone,
Holding onto this glass,
Holding onto the memory of what didn't last.
Waiting for better words,
They'll never come.
So dry your eyes,
Holding onto the phone,
Holding onto this glass,
Holding onto the memory of what didn't last.
Waiting for better words,
They'll never come.
So dry your eyes,
Its better,
Now it's done...