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so here i am at two in the morning eating fruity pebbles...(crunch.. crunch.. crunch)
been listening to the mountain goats and ELO a lot lately. i fucking love music.
i would almost go so far as to say that as long as i have music i don't need a girlfriend...
but there's certain things a girlfriend can do for you that music can't.
like suck your dick.
please note the amazing amount of sarcasm and humor that's supposed to be in that last sentance.
i'm not tired in the least, since i've only been off for two hours, though on nights like this i wish that i could just go straight to bed once i get home so i could at least get some fun in before work...
while i was looking for something to eat, i found the rasberry vodka that a certain nerual left here a couple weeks ago. damn. in retrospect i've had some damn good weekends these last few weeks.
in any case i was very close to drinking all of it, but now that i've got fruity pebbles and milk in me, that might not be the best idea. a beer sounded good beforehand too, but not any more.. i've never drank by myself before, except for like once or twice, but i wasn't drinking to get drunk. i would be in this case, so i could pass out... maybe i should pick up a bottle of something fierce to use as a sleep aid when i feel the need... at least it would be a fun sleep aid. weed is good too, and if i ever got around to it i might get some cheap shit from this guy i worked with before... but that would probably end up being complicated, and i'm definitely not getting any shit while my insurance is out of commission (only till i get the proof) and my registration is expired (only until i get the proof of insurance and enough money to get the sticker). i fucking hate all the shit about this damn "privelage" to drive. i mean, there's fucking roads everywhere now. sure it costs money to maintain them, and sure there has to be cash flow coming from somewhere, but fuck. i've completely lost my train of thought. how interesting.
more fruity pebbles.
i really would like a girlfriend though. i know what i want in a girl, but actualizing it is so hard when i don't meet any new people. this girl jill that i met on myspace interests me a good deal, however she currently resides in carbondale, so that won't work... however she does reside in the chicagoland area for the time she is not in school. god. i wish i could figure my life out. i'm having more and more of a drive to do SOMEthing... construction, plumbing, whatever.. as long as it pays somewhere around 15 bucks as an apprentice or whatever entry learning type level they have, and all i have to do is work up from there with age, i'd be totally down for that. i need some real physical activity in my life anyways, and i'm not much for running and whatnot. i could probably lift weights, but i don't want to become a member of a gym or something... i mean, these are all pipe dreams, because i'm still at square 1 with my truck and the problems therein. well, i'm sure everybody is sick of hearing my thoughts pour out, but i figured it was high time for another one of those entries. take care, faithful listeners.
been listening to the mountain goats and ELO a lot lately. i fucking love music.
i would almost go so far as to say that as long as i have music i don't need a girlfriend...
but there's certain things a girlfriend can do for you that music can't.
like suck your dick.
please note the amazing amount of sarcasm and humor that's supposed to be in that last sentance.
i'm not tired in the least, since i've only been off for two hours, though on nights like this i wish that i could just go straight to bed once i get home so i could at least get some fun in before work...
while i was looking for something to eat, i found the rasberry vodka that a certain nerual left here a couple weeks ago. damn. in retrospect i've had some damn good weekends these last few weeks.
in any case i was very close to drinking all of it, but now that i've got fruity pebbles and milk in me, that might not be the best idea. a beer sounded good beforehand too, but not any more.. i've never drank by myself before, except for like once or twice, but i wasn't drinking to get drunk. i would be in this case, so i could pass out... maybe i should pick up a bottle of something fierce to use as a sleep aid when i feel the need... at least it would be a fun sleep aid. weed is good too, and if i ever got around to it i might get some cheap shit from this guy i worked with before... but that would probably end up being complicated, and i'm definitely not getting any shit while my insurance is out of commission (only till i get the proof) and my registration is expired (only until i get the proof of insurance and enough money to get the sticker). i fucking hate all the shit about this damn "privelage" to drive. i mean, there's fucking roads everywhere now. sure it costs money to maintain them, and sure there has to be cash flow coming from somewhere, but fuck. i've completely lost my train of thought. how interesting.
more fruity pebbles.
i really would like a girlfriend though. i know what i want in a girl, but actualizing it is so hard when i don't meet any new people. this girl jill that i met on myspace interests me a good deal, however she currently resides in carbondale, so that won't work... however she does reside in the chicagoland area for the time she is not in school. god. i wish i could figure my life out. i'm having more and more of a drive to do SOMEthing... construction, plumbing, whatever.. as long as it pays somewhere around 15 bucks as an apprentice or whatever entry learning type level they have, and all i have to do is work up from there with age, i'd be totally down for that. i need some real physical activity in my life anyways, and i'm not much for running and whatnot. i could probably lift weights, but i don't want to become a member of a gym or something... i mean, these are all pipe dreams, because i'm still at square 1 with my truck and the problems therein. well, i'm sure everybody is sick of hearing my thoughts pour out, but i figured it was high time for another one of those entries. take care, faithful listeners.